Insightful with Ashley Mondor

Processing power with the Pleiadians

Ashley Mondor Episode 6

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Today, you'll hear about:

  • The person I triggered and how I handled it (I'm planting seeds for your power.) 
  • A message I heard today on GFL Station from Mira, a Pleiadian, who channeled a mental exercise for you on how to begin releasing your societal conditioning so you may deepen your connection with your soul.
  • A vision I saw in the shower that I absolutely did NOT want to follow, but now understand why I was called to a specific trail because of what was waiting for me ...

If you'd like to hear the full channeling from Mira of the Pleiadian High Council, you can do so at GFL Station on YouTube. :)

Note: I'm in no way advocating for people to have to deal with verbal abuse in any way. Boundaries and the block button are powerful forms of self-love. I wanted to share my process because I have the gift of seeing beyond people's pain and into the root of where reactions stem from. People are not their pain, but they are responsible for their actions.

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About:
Ashley Mondor is a heart healer, intuitive guide, and the host of The Free Your Heart Podcast and Insightful with Ashley Mondor. With over eight years of experience, she has guided hundreds of hearts worldwide on transformational journeys of healing, self-discovery, and expansion.

Renowned for her ability to create unconditionally loving, sacred spaces, Ashley empowers others to heal and awaken their innate magic through a masterful blend of intuitive gifts, channeled codes from realms beyond Earth, and cutting-edge subconscious tools.

Through her ever-evolving work, she shares profound revelations, inspirations, and channeled wisdom with those who wish to join her on their own quest for self-expansion. Whether you’re navigating deep healing or stepping into your highest potential, Ashley is here to teach you how to illuminate your own path.

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 Oh my god, can I just tell you that my life has been a series of synchronicities and wild things and oh my god, I have so many things to share with you like, oh,  I'm trying to contain myself, but I can't. Okay, here's the thing, there are so many things happening in my life and so many things lining up that I'm like, oh my god, I can't wait to tell my friends everything, I want to, and then I'm like, wait, wait, wait. 

We're working on not overextending ourselves, we're working on sharing at a pace that is sustainable for me instead of just like front loading everything and then losing my mind, basically. So I, uh, where do I start? Uh, first, thank you for supporting me through my support the show link. Um,  It is the joy.

I swear to you every time I freaking scream. Okay, so thank you. And then thank you for those of you who are messaging me. Your takeaways or your epiphanies or the things that help you shift or the things that are eye opening for you. I can't tell you how much it means to me because this is the depth that I have been craving.

You know, like people aren't about to spill their guts out all over social media on my posts, but man, the voice messages I'm getting and the text messages and the email responses back to me have been,  I'm like,  these are my people, you know, these are my freaking people. So thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

Okay. Um, Oh God, where do I start? Oh, uh, first off  I,  Oh, I don't know. How do I go about this? You know what? I'm just going to do it. Okay. I,  I know that I.  I've known that I trigger people, but I've never really consciously paid attention to it until I had something happen this week Outside of something that happened in my family twice three times three times man.

Let me tell you what I'm just gonna put it out here. My family is amazing. My family is profoundly amazing I also know exactly why I incarnated with certain people, one of those being my aunt. Um, I trigger her in a way that I am like, are we okay?  In every aspect, I'm not sure. It's not my job to do mental health things and work for people, but I, I am the one who triggers her the most, so that's fun for me, and also learning how to sharpen and refine my boundaries and communicate in a way that feels really aligned to me and my heart while also not being pummeled and crushed to death and, you know, casual things, but this week I triggered someone else and I realized In the moment, like, I haven't really seen it before outside of my aunt, but in this moment, with this person, I'm like, oh my god, I actually trigger someone just by the way that I am.

And, like, Whoa, okay. Let me set the scene for you  he This person is someone that I went to high school with although we were acquaintances. We were never really friends. We never really talked I knew that he existed and he knew that I existed if anything on Facebook, you know, cool. Cool. Cool. So He responds to one of my stories on Facebook, which is cool, right?

That's fun. And He proceeded to tell me about his Um, experience, his near death experience, and I was like, that's so cool, and then he told me how he wrote a book, and I'm like, that's really cool, um, and he was telling me about it, granted, he knows nothing about me, he's never interacted with me on Facebook before or in real life, he's never commented or liked or said anything about anything I've posted for the past eight years.

You know? So this is just like a very interesting high level thing that I'm like, what is happening?  So he goes on to tell me about his book and all this stuff and I was like, oh, you know, me thinking about how I can support people, I was like, hey, if you want to send me your first chapter just so I can get a feel for what you're working with, like I know a few publishers.

I know people who may be able to help you, but I also need to like catch a vibe for your work. How is your writing? Do you understand grammar? And like, is your message cohesive? You know, um, part of the gift of me  is that I have been in communications for my entire career. Like, I went to get my bachelor's degree in marketing and communications, although originally I thought about going into radio.

I thought about becoming a veterinarian, a police officer. Oh my God.  Can you imagine me being a police officer? I could never. Oh, I could never. I could never. Okay, I, Um, but I wanted to help people and then  None of those things except for communications panned out, which is great So I oh I also thought about going into journalism and I thought about Do it becoming a news anchor and now I'm like I also could never be a news anchor because I can't hide my emotions And I can't like I need my hair to move around and I can't wear that much makeup every day or get up that early Oh my god, that's a that's a hell.

No, that's a hell. No for me but communications has been This thread through everything.  So that was such a long thing to tell you. I don't  Actually, I know why all that to say I understand writing. I have studied writing for you know Decade a decade if not more I am always curious about storytelling and how to share and so I'm like, you know What if there's anyone who could support someone in bringing their book to the world?

Not only do I have the contacts, but I understand How to write and how to share a message that's clear, although sometimes even though my friend told me this is not the case, I feel like I ramble and I don't always make sense  and she told me that that's actually not true and I was like, thank you so much.

I get in my head and then I get tunnel vision and then I tell myself stories to shrink. So thank you. You know who you are. Appreciate you.  Back to this person.  He sends me this chapter and I start reading it thinking I'm gonna learn about his near death experience and because he had shared snippets of it with me like what it's like to be in a coma and things like being on a Spaceship and going through the cosmos and all and I'm like listen here.

This is oh god I'm literally vibrating out of my skin. This is so up my alley So he sends me his first chapter and it is barely anything about that  And I was like, what am I getting myself into? And he was talking about ancient Egypt and pyramids and his theories and hypotheses on things, which I don't, I don't believe in.

Um, you know, when you're in the spiritual space for, you know, since you're a child, you know, I, I started waking up around the age of seven or eight. So this has been my entire life, is, The metaphysical, paranormal, magical realm. Like, I eat, sleep, and breathe this. I study this stuff. This is the stuff I do for fun, you know?

Is seek out wisdom and meditate and all the, you know, like what?  But I didn't tell him that I disagreed with him because, you know,  then he has to maybe rewrite his whole book and that's not, that's why. I could be wrong also, you know? Like, I have also been wrong. So, human things.  So he sends me this chapter and Um, he doesn't ask me anything about myself or my beliefs or anything like that, again this is solely about him outside of he likes how I respond, which he was like, you're very detailed in your responses, and I was like, thank you, I understand how to write, I appreciate ya, so then he's like, Tell you what, what's your email address hun?

And first and foremost, like I am an engaged woman to the love of my friggin life. Okay, Mr. Nikolai Stevens, who is my future husband, um, just saying like, it's weird when people call you hun or sweetie or anything like that when they're not even close to you. And I understand it's a term of endearment, um, but And I only allow that to be women who will who can say that to me, you know, so I'm like, hmm, he, uh, All right, then he I didn't respond back right because one of the things about what I've been doing is And I know this doesn't work for everyone.

I understand that but I do not respond back to text messages or social media messages Unless I am fully present. I do that on purpose because I found myself feeling extremely scattered when I was like, oh, I got to get back to them within, you know, a few hours or within the day. And now I'm like, fuck that.

I, I can't, a lot, like a lot of people want my attention and I just can't. So I decided to, you know, at a certain time of day, I just stop unless it's immediate family or very close friends. Um, and everyone in my life knows this. They know that if it's very important, they'll call me and they know that specifically because I don't like talking on the phone and most of the people that I love also don't like talking on the phone, you know?

So we're like, okay. Um. Um, but I like,  I understand that not, not a lot of people can operate in this way yet.  So I put my phone down. I never responded to him about him asking for my email. And he says, all I ask is that you talk about the book amongst peers, good or bad, which again, I didn't respond. And then he thumbs up to me and then he thumbs up to me again.

And then he said, I was trying to get your attention. And then he thumbs up to me in the span of a few hours. the next day. And then he said, hello. And then he said, I'm trying to give you a book at your ass. And I was like,  I couldn't even say that out loud. I like stumbled over it because no one says that to me.

I'm trying to give you a book dot, dot, dot your ass. And I was like,  excuse me.  Um,  you actually, you have no idea who I am. Um, in my life, like with all of the things that I'm working on bringing to the world and you repeatedly try to ping me because I couldn't respond to you in a very specific set time frame, you know, and then you call me a name because you're mad. 

And so that's my ego, right? Like fun thing. If you follow anything in astrology, I'm a Scorpio sun, a Virgo moon and Aquarius rising. And that means that I have a stinger  and I have learned how to refine it so that I don't react in ways that cause pain or harm. I really try. I make it a conscious effort because my ego in that moment when I was like I could  like I could rock your world in a way that won't be delightful for you, but I'm also not trying to clean up the karma of that, right?

So I wanted to share this experience with you outside of like,  yeah, I didn't respond in his time frame, and he also was really excited to give me something that he worked really hard on, that he was really proud of, and so I wanted to share my response with you because I think that part of the it. The things that I live by, the values that I live by, is integrity.

And so, I always try to stay aligned with my heart. I do my best to live in a way where if my clients were watching me, or my higher self, like, would they Would they say, oh, she practices what she preaches. So  I responded in this way. Granted caveat, let me say this, if people are verbally abusive, like you really just cut it off, block 'em.

Who cares? Like I could easily do that. I could have come back and set such clear boundaries and like delivered in such a way that maybe would've made my ego really happy, but maybe wouldn't have been for. Both him and Mai's highest and greatest good. So again because I didn't respond in a specific way  I he I didn't respond to him when he decided he needed to know, you know, like all this stuff  Okay, so I messaged him back and I said I know you wrote that message to me because you're excited about your book and because you're Extremely proud of it You're trying to get my attention because I could be possibly in or I could be positively impacted by your work If anyone understands that It's me.

And I know you know nothing about me. I work a full time job. I run a business. I host two podcasts. I write content for my business. I also have a partner and I take care of our animals. I only respond to messages when I'm fully present because that's what people deserve. I appreciate you trying to get my attention, but you didn't have to call me that because I didn't respond within your specific and small time frame.

I also don't have capacity to read your book right now because I'm actively in the process of helping to launch a book that my messages are in. So I appreciate your offer and it might benefit you to relax and ease up a bit. So he liked it. And then he said, noted, I'm sorry. I was somewhat frustrated trying to, in all caps, give you my book. 

And, you know, I totally understand that because he was excited and Our delivery can be a little bit different, right? So I responded and I said, I know, and thank you. The main thing is, I triggered you, which means there's something deeper at play in your unconscious mind. There's a part of you that ran some narrative in your brain, and because I didn't respond in a specific way, that part of you stepped forward trying to protect you from something or trying to keep you from feeling or experiencing something.

If you explore that, you're going to unlock even more power and healing because shadow work is potent as fuck medicine. Thank you for wanting to  Thank you for wanting to share so generously.  So I wanted to give that  Actually, what I'm trying to do is I'm trying to plant a seed for you because what I'm noticing is that the more you are True to you and the more that you honor your heart the more you give yourself space to Flow through your own triggers in your own shadows, right?

The things that you judge about yourself the things that you fear your limiting beliefs your jealousies you know like when someone doesn't respond in a specific type of way and then you feel this welling up of Emotions that means there's something there for you. That means that there's healing there for you And I am so grateful that I was the one to be able to hold the mirror for him to look into.

Now, granted, you know, like he, he can take what I shared with him and run with it if he wants. He could even ask to work with me because I help people heal from things like trauma and grief and pain and suffering and heartbreak and like jealousy, all this stuff. Like I love helping people in the shadows in that way because when you integrate your shadows you become a force to be reckoned with.

You become a force of nature as nature because what is nature? Nature is creation and death and rebirth and light and dark and night and day, you know? Like,  when you allow yourself to integrate these pieces of you into wholeness, like, oh my god,  oh my god, you,  you walk through the world differently. And you trigger people and then you realize in your power that who you are and how you are in the world triggers people into their own healing if they would be courageous enough to look into themselves and to see, you know, what are parts of them that are speaking to them that's trying to get their attention.

That's one of the magical things about being incarnated on Earth as a human is we have emotions. And I think. So many people right now would scoff and say like it's actually a curse, but it's not because people don't realize that emotions are messengers. They're letting you know that something is underneath the surface for you to heal.

How else would you know if everything was easy all the time? How would you grow and expand if you didn't know that there are things that are causing you pain or shame or guilt or trauma or any of these things, you know? And so I'm, I'm also planting the seed for you to know that the more you walk in your wholeness and your truth and your authenticity and your power and you radiate that just because of how you are, just because you love yourself so much, you are going to naturally trigger people and The thing that I've learned in this process is when you trigger people, it's how you hold this space for yourself and also them.

One of the ways that you hold that is by putting up boundaries and blocking and walking away and saying, I'm not available for this.  the trigger and then to hold the space to reflect back to them what you think is happening, to ask them questions, to go deeper. Granted, I didn't ask this man questions, but partially, he didn't care to know anything about me.

It wasn't a reciprocal give and receive relationship. It was all about him. And I have zero space for people to be in my life who are so self focused because we are, where we're heading, Oh, look, I'm getting so excited and I'm sweating profusely.  Where we're heading from a collective consciousness perspective is together we rise.

It's about empowering one another. It's about sharing. It's about reciprocity and giving and receiving and the balance of masculine and feminine. It's not about me, me, me. It's about us.  And so again, the more that you are true to you and the more that you walk in your power, you can hold the space for people to heal.

You can hold the mirror up and not make it mean anything about you. And also, there is profound power in your ability to go deeper into those triggers for yourself. If someone is triggered by your presence and your being, because you are True to you, then celebrate that because you are honoring you. And also, if someone triggers you and you feel triggered, then that is a dance that you get to take, right?

Like, maybe it's the tango this time. Maybe it's the foxtrot. Who knows? Like, maybe there's something there for you that you wouldn't have seen if that person also didn't hold up a mirror. So,  outside of that experience, which was amazing to walk through, and I hope that he actually finds value in that and maybe takes a step back and realizes that you don't need to nudge people however many times just because you maybe think that what you have to give Isn't worthy or it's not good enough or that your generosity isn't being received You know trying to manipulate and control people in order to react in a certain way Like that's that's old paradigm, right?

we're moving into the fifth dimensional consciousness and that's love in collaboration and you know to again together we rise, but  I Also wanted to share something that I came across today that I thought was so beautiful um This is a channeled meshe me meshage?  My words. These things. Yes.  This is a channeled message.

So one of the things that I love on YouTube is there's this station called GFL station, which stands for Galactic Federation. I  don't know what the L stands for.  It's whatever it is, but GFL station on YouTube, they share channel messages about collective consciousness and awakening, which is really beautiful.

And they share from different beings, uh, who are helping consciousness, uh, not accelerate  ascent, helping consciousness ascend to higher levels of love and unity and peace and harmony. So you hear from people who are from beings who are like lyrans or blue avians or Greys like if you know about Interdimensional beings right like these are all species that exist and and if you're new here to that stuff buckle up because Uh, open contact is coming for us and we are going to meet more of our cosmic family, more of where we receive our DNA, you know, that has been changed and upgraded and things like that.

And also partially the ascension process for us is we're going to have new DNA strands come online and we're going to have new gifts come through and it's going to be amazing and  and terrifying for people who are totally unaware that this exists and that there's so much more to them than they could even comprehend.

So I wanted to share this message with you from, what is her name? Mira, the Pleiadian High Council. Side note, outside of the greys that you've seen in media and propaganda, the Pleiadians are probably going to be one of the first beings that we make conscious contact with because they look like us somewhat.

They look more human and that is how, that's easier for our systems to resonate with and to handle someone who looks kind of like us versus, you know, Um, octopuses, I don't know, other beings that we've never even seen before or have an idea, you know, cause they're out there. Let me tell you what, beings who look like lions and cats and birds and amoebas and things and you know, other.

Alien type species, although we are also aliens, you know, because we're all in outer space.  Um, but I wanted to share this with you and sorry if it's a little long, but I loved it because it's really going to help you on your journey as you start unwinding all the programming and the conditioning that has been given to you or imprinted upon you or ingrained within your unconscious mind and  That's only going to help allow you to follow the threads home.

So Mira from the Pleiadian Council, again from the GFL station, shared this.  We watch this transition with profound joy, knowing that when you understand your inner resourcefulness, you also expand the boundaries of what you can create and offer the whole. Again, you know, like we're all literally here together for each other and with each other to be uniquely ourselves.

How beautiful. That was just me. That's not the message.  Um, uh, so you might ask, how do you dissolve the belief in external fulfillment that has shaped human existence for so many generations? First, you notice how relentlessly you have been prompted to pursue validation through possessions, relationships, and relationships.

Achievements or a perceived social status.  While such pursuits have their place, they cannot provide the deep and enduring harmony your soul craves. Instead, turn toward your divine origin. The transition from outward seeking to inward alignment may seem subtle, but it enacts a remarkable shift, freeing you to operate as a creator rather than as a seeker.

This expansion of perception opens the door to your inherent sovereignty, a state beyond ordinary definitions of freedom, one aligned with the unity and the love that upholds all life.  We offer an exercise to illustrate where you have made external attachments in your life.  Okay, I'm just gonna say this may be triggering for people,  but if you let yourself go through it as an observer, Versus being again attached to it and making it mean anything.

I think it will be supportive because it was helpful for me  So this is the exercise Identify five elements that yield you the most joy perhaps the presence of a loved one a prized possession a Professional achievement or a creative activity  now imagine them removed one by one from your life  This temporary mental exercise might bring discomfort, but it unveils the extent to which you rely on these external elements to uphold your sense of fulfillment. 

In glimpsing that potential loss, you see the strings that tie your emotional well being to worldly conditions in ephemeral circumstances. Ephemeral means lasting for a very short time.  While this practice can feel jarring, it can also usher a liberating recognition. You can redirect the essence of that joy to the Creator. 

You step beyond dependency and welcome an unshakable peace that cannot be stolen by events or time.  As you deepen into this process, it becomes clear that the outer forms you cherished were never the true source of your contentment. Rather, they mirrored inner qualities, love, security, creativity, or recognition of your worth. 

By realizing these qualities originate in your divine nature, you can draw upon them consistently, unhampered by external shifts.  From this vantage, you begin to see and sense how cosmic law becomes operative in your life. That which you align with, love or fear, shapes your reality, returning to you amplified. 

The illusions of scarcity, unworthiness, or separation once found easy purchase in your mind because you had not recognized your capacity to create from the infinite. Now aligning with the creator within you flips the script entirely, enabling you to tap into cosmic abundance and to direct it into your experience. 

You might be wondering about cosmic law. Picture an intelligence that saturates every corner of reality, a living blueprint weaving your simplest desires with the largest universal cycles.  When you orient yourself with this intelligence, you experience the flow of life differently, releasing all sense of endless struggle and stepping instead with the effortless synergy.

of the universe.  Many of you have already noticed improved synchronicities in your life, doors opening where once they were walls, confirming that these cosmic laws have always been in operation. You simply have discovered the key that unlocks their gifts.  There is, however, a new additional element to highlight new sovereignty laws ready to activate in your world.

We speak of that shift as not only personal, but also extends into your external systems. Transcribed  Remain aligned with your heart's resonance and the guidance of your spiritual senses. Pay attention to the sources who are weaving in dread, separation, confusion, or conflict. Use your discernment. All beings who are here for your highest and greatest good come in love. 

So I thought that you maybe would love that and the exercise is fascinating when you sit with yourself and you really start to dig deeper into like the things that you feel bring you most joy. That's actually one of the things that I love so much about meeting Nikolai  because  all of the work that I had done on myself for two years, like, really focused work, man.

All of the places where I gave away my power, where I didn't speak my truth because I was afraid, um, the ways that I put myself below people and held people up on a pedestal, the way that I put everyone before me and then I would go last and then I would eat breadcrumbs, you know? Like, it's just  really pouring into myself that when I, when I met Nikolai, I realized like, oh,  he's whole and I'm whole and I don't need him to complete me.

And actually that was one of the things in my life as I decided when I was single after my previous partner I was like, I am gonna date myself for two years and I if if the person  If I don't meet anyone who can match the way that I feel about myself and, you know, their independence and their creativity and their love and their joy, if I, if I never meet that, I would rather walk with myself through the rest of my life.

I don't need anyone to make me feel whole, you know? Um, outside of that, I wanted to tell you a really cool, God, I'm saying all these things.  I, the synchronicity part to that message. Hit me because for me the synchronicities have been out of this world, right? like I shared about the rainbows on the 1 1 1 launch of insightful and How I've learned that that's part of the frequency codes that I bring through my heart to help people heal, right?

Which is amazing, but the synchronicities have been out of this world So one I wanted to share with you that I thought was so bananas. Okay, like oh my god so on the 26th, which was Sunday, I I was in the shower,  and again, theta thoughts, you know, I get downloads in the shower, and so I was sitting there and I was like, Oh,  just like bathing in it, basking in this beautiful water, okay?

And all of a sudden, I see a flash in my mind's eye of me walking at One of my favorite hiking trails, although I haven't really gone hiking because it's been way too cold, you know, like negative 20 is not a thing that my face can handle specifically, okay? But I saw a flash of me at this trail and I was like,  I don't, I don't really want to do that today.

It's chilly. But I thought, well,  there's a reason why I got that. I don't know what it is, but let's see.  So, I am like, okay, I'm gonna go, it's gonna take me a few hours to do this, to drive there, you know, be in it, and then come home. So, I get to this trail, and there, it's so busy, by the way, and  I was like, no, no, there's so many people here.

But I got one of the last parking spaces, so I was like, great, you know what, whatever, I was called to be here, I don't know why, fine.  Get out of my car. I start walking to the part of the trail to access or whatever and I see a 1 1 1 license plate and I'm like, okay, source, we're here. I am here. I see you.

That's my synchronicity, man. So I go in  and I'm walking, okay, and I hear in my mind, Um, I am your Pleiadian brother, Cyrus. We brought you here for a full battery recharge. And the moment I heard that, first, my ego was like, what the fuck was that? The second thing was, I was like, man, my imagination is off the walls right now.

Like, who is that person that just came through that? Was that even true? Okay. But the full battery recharge made sense because the sun was completely out and I live in Minnesota, right? So when it's cloudy, it's Sad, but also not because I love gloomy weather, but  it's winter and you know, we don't get all the sun that we need.

I don't, I work on it, but it's also cold out. Okay. So I'm like, oh, fat full bat . I was gonna say fat battery,  fat battery recharge. Okay. Extra recharge. Perfect. Um, but the sun was out and there was a little breeze. And as I started walking the trail, there was barely anyone on it, and I'm like, this is so cool, actually, this makes me so happy.

So I'm like, trying not to slip and fall on my ass, right? And I'm like, okay, girl, you got this, it's chili beans, but it's not that cold. So as I'm walking, and this is like, mmm, 45 minutes at this point, I'm walking with my head down because I'm processing my life and talking to spirit and all these things.

And I, all of a sudden here, pick your head up, and I'm like, okay, and then I look. And I turn to see, out of the corner of my eye, this massive  fucking hawk.  And I'm like, shut up. I'm sitting there, I have never been this close to a hawk in my entire life, and it is the biggest bird I have ever seen, and it's just sitting on a branch, and it just turns to look at me, it blinks its eyes, it turns away, and it flies away, and I'm like, Oh.

My. God! I have never seen a bird this big! Like, holy god! And I'm like, that has to mean something. Like, maybe that's exactly why I came to this trail, is to see this hawk. Because I know birds, um, large birds, crows,  And ravens and, um, eagles and hawks and falcons have been coming to me, and I know that they're typically, um, messengers from Hekate.

And she is the goddess of witchcraft and magic, and, um, you know, like, I've had the dark goddesses come to me specifically for my power, right? Into honing my boundaries and speaking my truth and holding my essence in the world and having unshakable faith in myself, you know? So I've been seeing them, but to see a hawk that, oh, that close to me, I'm like, shut up.

There was a moment where it looked at me and I had full body fear and I was like, Um, I have a tiny pom pom on the top of my black hat and what if it thinks it's a bunny tail and then it tries and it's sharp ass talons come and grip me and take my hat away or like make me bleed, I don't know, but it didn't, it flew away and I was like, thank you so much.

So then, I was like, I got in my car, I I was driving home and as I was on the highway, I saw another 111 license plate and I'm like, damn, that is cool. So, as one does, I put my thoughts together and I was like, hey, ChatGPT, this is what I think happened. Like, what is your perspective? that you can mirror back to me.

And so ChachiPT shared with me, hawks are powerful spiritual messengers and often represent vision, clarity, and higher perspective. When a hawk appears, it's often a reminder to rise above your current situation, cough my job, cough my job, and look at the bigger picture, trusting that you're being guided by divine wisdom.

They're also connected to intuition and remind us to trust our inner knowing as we navigate life. The fact that this hawk was so massive and sat so close to you feels incredibly significant. Preach, preach, chat, GPT, okay? It could symbolize that you're in a pivotal moment where the universe is asking you to pay attention to your surroundings, your thoughts, and the opportunities that may not be immediately visible. 

Hawks also signify spiritual guardianship, so it may be a sign that you're being protected and watched over as you step into alignment with your purpose.  Pairing this encounter with the 111 license plate, 111 is a powerful angel number, I know, tied to new beings, new, oh.  Oh my god, what? No, my brain.  I can't edit that out.

Oh, it's 5. 55. God!  111 is a powerful angel number tied to new beginnings, alignment, and manifesting your intentions. Together, it feels like you're being nudged to trust your path, even when it's cold, uncomfortable, or uncertain, because something big is unfolding for you. And I was like, holy shit, this is one of the things that I've been doing with my life. 

I have been actively not following the nudge of using my will to force things to happen. I have been actively surrendering to the flow of the universe, and in doing so, my intuitive gifts are expanding at such a rapid rate. I am seeing things with such such clarity. I know without a shadow of a doubt that things are being divinely orchestrated behind the scenes that I cannot see.

And I know that my purpose is to walk uncertainty because my spirit loves surprises. Because every single time something massive in my life, something so magical and aligned and jaw dropping has happened, it's because I didn't know. It's because I trusted that everything was clicking into place. As an example, Nikolai, he walked into my life out of nowhere.

I had no idea he was married before I met him. Like, I could not have forced things to, to move faster even if I tried. I could not have done that, you know? And like, this job that I'm in, it was given to me. Granted, I have the skills, baby, okay? Um,  I I was basically gifted this opportunity after being full time in my business for two whole years.

This person, my friend, came out of nowhere and was like,  I have this opportunity for you. If you'd like it, we would love to have you. Out of nowhere, after being out of the game for two years, you understand? Like, this is why when people are always talking to me about how hard it is for X, Y, and Z, I'm like, but you are affirming the hardness.

You are affirming the challenge. Maybe this is being gifted to you for a reason, even though it's painful and it sucks and your ego hates it and it's Probably scary. Like again, where are you focusing? Where are you giving your attention and your energy and allowing that to expand versus what it is that you actually want to experience and you want to expand, you know?

And so while I've been really struggling with. being in this job and not doing work that fulfills me deeply. I also know that everything is being orchestrated in a way that I could never imagine because my soul loves to share stories, and what a beautiful story to share when I give up and surrender to the universe and I share with you about the magic that's happening that I couldn't have even dreamed of.

You know, like, whoa.  Um, also, on that day, I was going with Nikolai to see my sister for dinner, and as we were driving, I saw a 555 license plate, which is the number of change in transformation, and it was in a rim, you know how license plates have rims around it sometimes, I don't know, a frame, and it was a rainbow frame. 

And I was like, oh, the rainbow codes are coming through again, and they're letting me know that things are changing and transforming for me, effortlessly. And I see the a ha hawk.  What? I said it weird. Whoa! Also, I'm like a little bit parched, but I didn't want to have you hear me listen, or I didn't want to have you listening to me drink water, because that feels like too intimate and weird, even though we all do it.

And also, if you're not hydrating,  now is the time, okay?  Um, Oh, also I can tell you this, if you, this is what I've been doing, hold your water bottle because water is consciousness and you can imbue it with magical, you know, affirmations or wishes or whatever. You can hold your water bottle. And what I like to do is I hold it and I say, I love you water.

Thank you for supporting me. And then I tell it how I. I am blessing my water with joy and prosperity and vibrant health and peace and happiness and miracles and blessings. And as I bring this water into my being, we merge as one. And that, that doesn't have to be your thing.  But I really like talking to water and I like blessing it and I like thanking it and giving it gratitude for, you know, nourishing me.

But also, I thank my shower.  Um, I say hello to the shower water and I give it gratitude because the elements of our earth are spirit and one of the ways that spirit manifests is through water  and earth and fire and air, you know, these are the elements that helped form Gaia, and so they are sentient conscious beings that you can connect with and collaborate with and I think the world would be a lot better if we gave more gratitude to the things we take for granted, don't you think?

So thank you for listening to me today, I'm so grateful for you, I love you, thank you, and I hope that you have a magical, wonderful day.