Insightful with Ashley Mondor

Tuning Heaven

Ashley Mondor Episode 36

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Hello friends! I'm SO excited to dig into what I've learned about Jane Roberts who channeled a wise consciousness named Seth who taught that consciousness is not passive but creative.

They show us that versions of ourselves exist across many possible realities and that what we focus on has a way of showing up. Today we’ll lean into Seth’s grounded invitations for shifting attention and belief so Earth can feel more like Heaven. Stay with me and I’ll guide you through a few practices you can try after the episode! :)

What we're diving into today:

  • How a tiny habit is rewiring my reality
  • The blink-fast vision that almost turned into my reality
  • What Seth means by probable selves and why it matters
  • A bedtime command to plug into a mastered version of you
  • The one question that tunes your daily station
  • Why asking for surprises actually brings them in
  • A 24 hour experiment you can try tomorrow
  • How belief functions like code inside your life
  • A simple breath reset that changes your dial
  • The truth of death and a quote that MOVED me
  • How tracking tiny synchronicities proves you're chosen now
  • Why ‘you create your reality’ is a tool not a blame game

I hope you love this!! 💛

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About:
Ashley Mondor is a heart healer, intuitive guide, and the host of The Free Your Heart Podcast and Insightful with Ashley Mondor. With over eight years of experience, she has guided hundreds of hearts worldwide on transformational journeys of healing, self-discovery, and expansion.

Renowned for her ability to create unconditionally loving, sacred spaces, Ashley empowers others to heal and awaken their innate magic through a masterful blend of intuitive gifts, channeled codes from realms beyond Earth, and cutting-edge subconscious tools.

Through her ever-evolving work, she shares profound revelations, inspirations, and channeled wisdom with those who wish to join her on their own quest for self-expansion. Whether you’re navigating deep healing or stepping into your highest potential, Ashley is here to teach you how to illuminate your own path.

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This podcast is for entertainment purposes only. Please consult with your doctor, therapist, or financial advisor for medical, mental health, or financial advice.

 Hello, hello. Oh my God. I had a bubbler today, which is like a sparkling water with a little bit of caffeine. Let me tell you what I am. Hoo hoo. Getting a little crazy, God. Oh, I used to have a story by the way. We're just gonna, we're gonna dive in as I usually do, my friend. Uh, I used to tell myself a story that people would only take me.

You know, seriously and see me as an authority if I was serious, and that I needed to present myself in a certain type of way, so that I commanded respect, and that when I did that, people would listen to me because then their unconscious mind would see me as an authority and then they would wanna learn from me and they would be more open to my suggestion, right?

All these things that I learned through my many, many, many certifications and trainings and things like that, and. I'm learning that the best thing I could ever do is just be me. Go, whoa, what a thought, what a thought. Uh, but I'm actually seeing it beautifully play out in my life specifically on TikTok, because now I'm just like being me and telling stories and being weird and fun and magical and serious sometimes, and it's totally resonating with people.

So if you've ever wondered like what to do, be you. Just be you like at the end of the day, the one thing that we all have in common is that we're gonna meet the angel of death for sure. So it's like you might as well be as you as possible. So I wanted to share a few things that have happened in my life, which is so fun.

Mainly also from a teaching perspective. And then I came across for the first time, some of you may have already known about this, but Seth. Who was channeled by, uh, Jane Roberts. And there are some teachings that I just dug into and I'm like, oh, holy buckets. I need to bring this to my friends. Okay, so first things first baby.

Let's talk about me. Um, as you know, if you've been following my journey, I have been working with a mentor to develop my psychic gifts. And it's really interesting because I've been learning her process of. How to open the Akashic Records and I had learned years ago how to open and access the records through the Pathway Prayer, which was channeled by Dr.

Linda Howe on nine 11. And, um, like, what a frequency to anchor. At a time like that, you know, and before I was even thinking about learning how to open and access the Akashic records, I had a story that I was telling myself that was like, well, I actually can't do that because I wasn't born with the gift to be able to access that.

So I never actually pursued it because I was like, well, if it was meant for me, it would be easy. Right? Which is also another story that is not always supportive. Oh, what a thought. So. When I was thinking about learning how to open the records from a woman at the time, her name was Ashley Wood, but now it's Ashley Hamal, I think.

I think, um, I, I was like, I just, I don't know, but something compelled me and so then I started doing like a daily Oracle card or whatever, and every single day for seven days, I got. Randomly the coming home card. And when I was watching her video after I decided to invest, it was like two or three hours of like one video that I was trying to get through at the time.

And I was like kind of, uh, glazing over. 'cause that's a long time to listen to someone talk, you know? And as I was about to glaze over, the video stopped itself. By itself, and I had no internet issues at all. It just decided to pause itself midway through, and when I clicked play, because it caught my attention, Ashley said, and opening the records felt like coming home.

And I was like, okay, pay attention, girl. You know? So then I started practicing with people, and then I actually had an offering in my business where I would have people submit three questions to me, and they would send me their photo, and I would look into their eyes, I would read their questions, tune into their energy, and then I would open the Akashic records, and then I would channel by writing the information that I was getting in my mind.

Through Claire audience, and I really liked that. But what I found was it could take me four or five hours for one person, if not more. And that was not the jam. So I stopped doing that. Uh, and you probably are thinking, well, could you do it in person? I didn't really believe in myself to be able to sit across from someone and not take up the space.

I needed to be silent and to, you know, like. One of the things I found was when I was channeling, I would go back in and I would correct it for grammar and spelling and all those things, and then I would have more information coming through. And I was like, oh God, see, I could do this forever. And that's not the vibe.

So I stopped doing that. But with my mentor right now, she taught me how to open the records in a very fast, beautiful, clear way. And I'm just excited to experiment with that. But one of the things I'm learning is that the more that I do things like this. The more my gifts are coming online in a way that I'm like, oh, wow, this makes sense, right?

Because how you do, one thing they say in personal development is how you do everything. And so if you are tuning into a frequency specifically, you are going to see that mirrored in your reality. But also you are, you're on a different level, right? So more things are opening or you're accessing more information or your gifts or whatever that is.

And it was really interesting because on Saturday, Saturday, Sunday. Sunday, one of those days I was finishing up reading the Sophia Code, which. If you haven't heard, like the Sunday before, I went to get a notebook because I had an opportunity manifest out of thin air. That is so mind blowing to me. I can't wait to share about it a little bit later.

But I went to go get a spiral bound notebook because I have to take trainings and onboarding and all this stuff, which is so cool. And I was going to half price books and as I was walking in. Um, to get this notebook that I went there for, in my mind I heard the Sophia code and then I saw in my mind's eye a white and gold cover.

And so they didn't have the notebook that I wanted, but when I went back to the metaphysical section, I scanned or whatever, just outta curiosity. And guess what? They had one copy. So flash forward a week later, I have never read a book that fast by the way. I can see why it came into my life. Holy fricking buckets.

Holy buckets. So flash forward, right? I have this book. I finish it as I'm reading the last chapter, I see this vision in my mind just very, very, very fast. Like it's so fast that it's like a little snippet of a movie. And so I see Nikolai and me. Dismantling his bike and putting it in my car. So while I'm reading the book, he's actually out on a bike ride.

Right. And I see this vision of us like dismantling his front tire and trying to get it into my car. And I didn't think anything of it. 'cause I was like, well that's a weird thought. Right? But then I was so invested in finishing this book because the last initiation is the 7 7 7 key code with the Sophia Dragons and they are part of the Sophia creation.

Like God sovereignty, all of it. All of it is so amazing. And so I just like disregarded that. And like 30 minutes later, Nikolai comes in the front door and he's like, hoofing man. And I'm like, whoa, what's up? And he was like, I almost called you to come rescue me. My front tire popped. And I was like, what? I literally saw that, not that the front tire popped, but that I had to remove the front tire, right?

And so I bring this to you to say that maybe the flashes of insight, the very, very, very quick flashes you get, may actually be. You tuning into an alternate reality where something like that does happen, not to cause fear or anything like that. 'cause I know people have snippets of things like that that happen for precognition, but also the fact that it's like I literally tuned into that probability that could have been my reality.

Should he have chosen to call me, I would've had to stop what I was doing to go help him dismantle his bike to put it in my car. Isn't that fascinating? Whoa. And I'm realizing how it's those little nudges that are everything because they keep happening to me in jaw dropping ways. And I'm also like, what am I being prepared for?

Like, oh, but also. How fun is it to be able to tap into something like that, you know? So, um, I'll share more the more I learn, but I just wanted to drop that there. So now I wanna talk about, yesterday I was just hanging out 'cause I had finished the Sophia code and I need to give myself a little bit of a break.

So I was like, I wonder what's on YouTube? Like maybe there's a podcast with Dr. David Clements who is my jam right now, or whatever. What's up there? So I come across this YouTube. From a creator I've never seen before and they were talking about Jane Roberts and how she channeled Seth. And before I dig into that, oh, I was supposed to do this other thing first, but that's okay.

'cause I had a little bullet point list, but I wasn't following it because I got off track because I'm a human being with all these things joyfully exploding in my heart. Okay, so to back it up a little, I'm gonna weave this all together by the way to back it up. A few days ago, I was just listening to some creator on TikTok, and I don't remember her name.

Oh God, I wish I did. But she was just talking about something, da da, da. And then she said, one Sipple, Sipple Sipple, supple, simple. She said one phrase, one sentence, and everything clicked into place for me. She said, earth is a dimension of heaven. I,

I heard that and I literally like rocked back because I grew up part Catholic. Right. We have been taught that heaven is outside of you. Heaven is a place that you go to once you die. It's not part of you. Right. But I've always tried to reconcile that because the channeler is like Bashar, who I followed for.

So long have said Heaven is here. And I know that our collectively, our purpose on the earth is to create heaven on earth. I know that because when I connected with the mycelium, that was the message I was given, is that we are all, you know, angels in our own right, and that we are here to create a heaven on earth and that we are capable of doing it even though what you see right now is the opposite, but we, that's why we're here.

And so I'm sitting there thinking like. Wait, how? How can I create outside of, you know, being love, like how can I help us ascend? Which also is a fallacy of a thought because no one needs saving because. God is not God's source, the university, all that is, is not outside of you. It's that energy is within you.

You are forged from it, created from it, and for it so that you could be a master creator on the planet so you could know and understand who you truly are and wake up to that knowing. So when they say, when she said earth is a dimension of heaven, I realize of course. Because of frequency, but also that means heaven is literally here and now Earth is just a more crystallized form of the frequency into density.

That's why we have physical bodies, right? Like that's why we have the elements. It's why we have animals and things like that that you can incarnate into like everything is here and now. Of course heaven is here. It's just a frequency. And of course, like people's distortion of heaven also can be. Hell, you know, and, and what people walk through and what they believe in and things like that, which is also really timely because yesterday was the 23rd and there has been so many rumblings on social media that yesterday, today, or tomorrow is the rapture.

And I've been watching so many people spin out and live in religious psychosis thinking that they're going to leave the planet. I watched a lady write note cards out about Bible verses and like. There was another couple who came outta church and they had an Uber driver. They tipped him like $1,900, basically saying like, sorry, you're not getting into heaven.

Isn't that an interesting thing? And then if you zoom out further, the Rapture is an incredible tool for fear. So like if there are beings who harvest on fear, the fearful energy man, they're really, they're really getting it, aren't they? And like, who benefits by having you believe that you are not God embodied.

So earth is a dimension of heaven and we can choose it. And it doesn't mean that there won't be challenges because you came here to grow and expand and to learn more about yourself and to evolve and to take your challenges and to transmute them into treasures, right? But like, man. What this reframes everything because it's in your small choices.

It's in the way we hold each other. It's in the way we breathe intentionally and like that means that heaven isn't somewhere else waiting for us after we die. It's a frequency we can bring into our physical life. There isn't a gap. There isn't a gap, you know, that means that heaven is a frequency you can practice.

How incredible. So I wanted to drop that because I'm about to weave in stuff from Seth that I had been learning about because this is totally tied together. So I'm really excited about this and like, thank you for listening to my Obsessions. I really appreciate it because Oh, it helps. I like have so much I wanna get out and so to have you listen to me is everything to me.

So thank you for being here. Okay. Um, I was googling some things just so that I could make sure I had information should you want it. Wanted it, should you want to take it further? Right. Okay. So I'm gonna teach you a few things that I had learned and then how you can access more of that information. And then there's a few practices that I thought were just profound that I'm like, you know what?

Someone could take this and it could fundamentally change their life for the better. How fun is that? Okay, so little context. Jane Roberts. Um. The entity she called Seth. Well, they were connected between 1963 and 1984. So Jane transcribed thousands of pages. She said, were spoken by Seth, an energy personality essence, who taught that consciousness is primary, that we co-create reality, and that the self is a multilayered.

The self is multilayered across time and possibility. So she wrote two books, Seth Speaks, or The Nature of Personal Reality, where you can find way more of Seth's core teachings. That's where they're easiest to find, but I know, you know, if you've made it this far, you'll probably look into that or you'll just take this and we'll see what happens.

Okay, so. Um, if you're trying to hold steady while the world feels chaotic, right? Sets core invitation is simple and radical. Your inner life matters. Your beliefs, expectations, and feelings actively shape the world you experience. And this is how we create heaven on earth. Okay, so, um, I want to bring you four teachings and how to work with them.

Because why the heck not? Okay, so first one, consciousness creates reality. Our thoughts, feelings, and assumptions influence which probable events show up in our lives. So interchange shifts outer experience. Again, interchange shifts outer experience. So they ask, what belief about the world would you change if you wanted a kinder, more generous reality to appear?

Knowing that. Again, everything inside of you is mirrored outside of you. So something to sit with, right? If you wanna experience that reality, who do you have to be? What do you have to think? How do you feel on purpose? Right? How do you act? Um, one of the core things that Seth teaches is that reality seals or God action, seals reality.

So it's like you could have a dream in your heart. But if you never actually take a single action step toward it and you continue to build momentum and do it all it will ever be is a dream in a different realm. But if you are the person who can take steps, even if you're afraid, even if you're like, oh my God, this is so big.

What matters is you still try. That is a communication that helps you bridge. The dream reality to physical reality. So number two, probable realities, probable selves. This is freaking cool. Okay, this one I was like, shush it up. This is awesome. Each choice spans branches of probability, versions of you explore different outcomes simultaneously, what you tune into shapes, which probabilities feel real.

So Bashar talks about how there are billions of earths, billions of realities. Like, because we are shifting through billions of parallel realities in any second, right? And your choice is the one that acts like a tree branch and then it branches out. Okay? But every choice point means that there is a version of you who walks the other choice.

So you can, in essence, like tap into the version of you who is like wildly successful or in a romantic, loving, fulfilling relationship or crushing the jobs of your job, of your dreams, or has the family or the whatever it is that you deeply desire, right? You can tune into that version of you because yes, there's this physical version.

Of you now as you as your physical personality. Then you go higher. You have like fifth through 12 dimensional higher selves, which are all on a frequency band of energy. And then at the highest level, you have your over soul, right? So your over soul is literally overseeing all of the incarnations, whether that's you as you, whether that's you as a rock or a bug or whatever, right?

And then at a higher level, um, outside of the over soul, that's when you start getting into the monad or to the one source consciousness, the creator. That creates all everything, right? So like at the highest level, you are source. But you just have been crystallized down and fractualize into this personality of you now.

So if you are having all these different experiences, that means that your soul can tap into the other fractal versions of you. I hope that makes sense. So I have two exercises for you that I learned about this. One is, um, take 10 to 20 seconds for guided breathing. So like. Just breathe in for a count of five through your nose, and then exhale out for a count of 10, and then do that three or four more times so that you can downregulate your nervous system and you can be in a space of calm and peace.

And the exercise says, imagine one small choice you could make this week. Picture the probable self that makes that choice, which reality feels like heaven. So if there is a choice that you know you've been meaning to make, but you've been hesitant on, allow yourself to imagine or envision that version of you who makes that choice?

How do you feel? What feels more loving? Right? Like, and I think that's so helpful because you are telling your unconscious mind, like, here is an opportunity for me to make this choice. And when you paint the picture and you see how you feel, what are you doing? How do you hold yourself? How do you speak, right?

How do you feel after you make the choice? Do you feel a sense of relief? Right? Do you feel excited? Do you feel accomplished? Do you feel proud? And then you can make that choice. You're just bringing your unconscious along for the ride, right? Um, there was another one that Seth calls the quantum download.

So you do this either before bed or in a deep state of relaxation, probably after meditation or something. Um, and you have to use command, command, command, command, tonality. Like, um, the person in the video said it's like a commander giving their troops instructions. So command tonality means you are of the authority, right?

So this is what you would say before bed and deep relaxation. Well, actually first, yeah, no, we're gonna do it. You say, I am now establishing a clear and direct channel to the probable self who has already achieved complete mastery of, and then what is your desire? Is it financial abundance? Is it unshakeable confidence?

Is it creative genius? Think about what it is that you. Specifically desire to experience. I'll say that again. Like say it's financial abundance. I am now establishing a clear and direct channel to the probable self who has already achieved complete mastery of financial abundance. And then you continue to say, I am now downloading your core knowledge, your successful strategies, and your vibrational signature of success.

So you say that out loud, right? Right before better and deep relaxation. And then, um, Seth shares for the next 72 hours, you have to become hyper. Aware, like hypervigilant on anything you receive in the dream realm, you have to write those out. Um, any spontaneous insights, these things they were calling data pockets, um, any powerful non-logical urges, you have to follow those impulses because what you're doing is you are tapping into the version of you who has already mastered that.

And because you are the all that is, you are tapping into a version of you who has that you can. Receive that mastery, that level of information. So again, pay attention. What are the action steps or the messages you're getting in your dreams? Are you having any downloads, any spontaneous insights, anything you feel compelled to do?

Even if it doesn't make logical sense, take the action because that's literally the version of you that you have harmonized with. Um, yeah, so that's fun. Probable reality is probable selves. Okay, next one. Three, belief as the operating system. Habitual beliefs act like code that runs your life. Updating beliefs, updates your lived experience.

Feelings are the interface that tells reality what you value. And this totally makes so much sense because. Like just a little story about me. My whole life I have lived in scarcity, right? Because I watched my. Parents work really hard and like say we had money because my mom got paid by her boss, who is an entrepreneur, finally, um, he never paid her on time, right?

So our lights would go off because she wasn't paid when she should have been. And all these. Things, right? Or like watching my dad work two or three jobs, having to help him on his newspaper route or delivering fricking phone books, man, as a child, like helping him scrape by, because my parents were divorced.

It was a whole thing. So I had a unconscious belief that good people, because they are good people to me, don't make good money. So then for my adult life, right, I went to work at a nonprofit where my first salary was like $28,000 a year. How do you live on that? Especially when I lived in Minneapolis and then I never asked for promotions.

I never asked for raises because I was like, they would just. They would give it to me if they saw my value, if they saw my worth. I undercharged for when I was working with people in my business, you know, like I live from that place. So I've spent so much of my life trying to seek out and attain financial abundance for safety.

'cause I was like, if I had all my bills paid, if I had extra money in my bank account that I could help share with others should I feel called generously or just for myself, my own peace of mind if an emergency happened. All these things, right? And yet. No matter how much money I had, it was never enough.

I mean, for two years I was making over six figures. It's 11, 11 over here. I love that. For me, I was making over six figures and I was like, what? What if I need more money? What, when I go into my business, I need to have as much in my savings as humanly possible, because what if I lose it all? What if I blah, blah, blah?

And so I sat with myself Now I was like, what am I really looking for? What, like, I'm looking for safety. I want money to, to give me safety, but if I, if I went deeper and I was honest with myself because safety from what I was coming from was the belief of lack, scarcity, doubt, fear, what is the positive thing?

I'm actually looking for that money that I'm projecting onto money, and I realize that what I'm looking for ultimately is peace. And when you know. That belief, when you know what you're actually truly looking for, you can start within, you can start creating an operating system within you where your thoughts, your beliefs, your feelings and how you act, align with what it is that you desire.

So what I did was. I started making heart coherence a daily thing, like some sort of energy grounding thing where I'm connecting to Gaia. I'm connecting to my sore self. I am breathing slowly, creating a sense of safety and peace within myself. First knowing that when I am at peace, reality will mirror that back to me in abundant ways, and I am being proven right every single day to the point where people are joining between realms and I'm like.

Oh my God. Thank you so much. I'm getting the emails about it. People are asking me, how can I work with you in your Prism Private mentorship, which is amazing. I'm having new people find me on TikTok and then they're following me on Instagram. I had this opportunity come out of thin air that I can't share about yet because I have to walk through the process, you know, and I'm like, people are saying beautiful, wonderful.

Things about me. They're messaging me about the things that I've shared in my podcast, saying how much they love it, how grateful they are that I started this, even though, you know, I was super afraid about it years ago, but it's because if I am at peace, first reality has no choice but to calibrate to me because I am the creator.

I am the co-creator here. So when I move first, reality has to calibrate and align to me. So when Seth says, your habitual beliefs act like code that runs your life, you are the one writing the code. So what do you want to experience and what do you have to encode within you and act from that place so that you can experience it?

And I tell you that when you are moving through the world in that way and you're taking up space for yourself and you are breathing intentionally and you are, you are the desire that you seek when you become that your life blooms in. An explosion of synchronicity, of messages of magic and things that will make your freaking jaw drop.

Okay? Like I'm telling you, because I am the living proof of this. Okay? I got that outta my system. Thank you. Number four. Number four rocked me. I thought this was so brilliant, like, oh my God, everything comes together with this. Okay. Death and consciousness. Consciousness, Seth shares survives physical death and identity persists across non-physical spaces.

So physical life is a slice of a much larger personal reality. And this is shared because it can soften your fear and reframe loss as a transition. And one of the interesting things, sorry, there's like a lot of energy moving through my body. Okay, give it a moment. Uh, Jane actually wrote a book about death, well, with Seth, uh, channeled it that basically at the time in the 1960s, early 1970s, they were not allowed to publish it.

It was basically buried because if people had access to the teachings specifically around death, it would have collapsed our entire fear-based structure because you would know the truth. Isn't that fascinating? They did everything they could to stop that from coming out. So there was a quote that Seth shares that I wanted to give you because I love it.

I love the frame of this. It is literally so liberating. Seth shares. There is no death. There is only life changing its focus. No hell, no nothingness, no cosmic judge keeping score. So stop, ask yourself. What does that mean for you? It means your greatest fear of annihilation is a lie. It means your second fear of being punished is a lie, and it means the clock you've been living by of times running out doesn't exist.

And it makes you think like, oh my God, I like when I was in corporate. I stayed a whole year out of fear a whole year, like longer than I even wanted to because I was afraid of leaving. What would that mean? What if. What if I lose everything? What if I don't make enough money? What if I never make money like this again?

What if, you know, when I was in business, uh, like, because I was in corporate at a company called Allianz for like three years, and then I went full-time in my business for two years, and then I went back into corporate at a place called Freeman for two years, and now I'm back in my business. I had a whole narrative around like, well, I had to go back to corporate.

I'm a failure. Who am I to even think I can do it again? Well, I need to make sure I have enough money so I can do that. But how often do we stay in jobs we hate because we are so afraid of what could happen because we're so afraid that, for me, when I was in business, my biggest fear is that I would lose everything and I would become homeless.

That my fear was I would be a burden on people if I ever needed support. Like, hello, hyper independence. Right. All of these things I told myself because what if, what if I create so much suffering for myself by my own hand? And yet my heart is like, but you can do this. There's a reason why you feel called to this even if it doesn't pan out the way that you want.

There's experiences you're meant to gather for your evolution. Right? But I couldn't hear it because the fear was so loud. How often do we stay with partners because we believe they're the one and only person, even if it's toxic, even if we've outgrown them. Even if you've tried to work on it for years and nothing changes.

I remember. Vividly. The first love of my life, I was with him for eight years. We were engaged for two, and I remember, um, for two or three years, I didn't wanna be with him anymore. I knew I had outgrown him. I remember specifically, I was sitting on one of those outdoor swings, like a porch swing, and he came out because I was just staring at the stars and thinking about like, what?

What's out there? How, how expansive, like what kind of life? What kind of wisdom, what kind of magic? How am I seeing this light that may actually not even exist anymore? Like all of these thoughts. And I asked him, I'm like, what do you think about that? And he was like, I don't know, they're just the stars.

And I looked at him and I was like. The fantasy I had completely shattered. I was in reality and I was like, is this, is this what I want for the rest of my life? But I stayed. I stayed for two more years because I was so afraid. What if he's the best person I've ever had? What if. What if I never meet anyone as amazing?

I love him. I love him, but I wa I didn't wanna be his partner. I wanted to love him as a friend. So I stayed for so long. And how, also, how unfair of me to do that to him out of my own fear. Like, and I told him I was like. I love you, but you deserve so much more. You deserve someone who can love all of you, every cell of you, every part of you, like you deserve that.

So we broke up after eight years and then six months later he found the love of his life and they're married and they have two kids now. And I, I'm so happy. God, I'm so happy. But it took me working through my own fear, my own narratives, right? And like at the end of the day, if so many people's biggest fear is death, but it's only a life changing its focus.

And you learn that you become so much more expanded and you have so much more awareness, so much more truth. You feel so much more free. I've, I know this because I've watched so many near death stories for, for fricking two decades now, you know, because I've struggled with death. And then I'm like, oh, but the truth is so much more beautiful than we could even comprehend because we can only access so many frequencies in our crystalline or in our crystallized.

Dense nature, you know? So Seth shared, um, a thought experiment that I wanted to share with you because I thought it was beautiful. Imagine your life as a radio with many stations. Each station is a possible version of your day. You are weak. Your relationships. Most people assume there's only one station playing, which they call reality, but Seth teaches that we actually receive whatever station we're tuned to.

Attuning is a matter of your attention, belief, and feeling. So if you want to live as if earth is a dimension of heaven, tying it all together, start by checking your dial. What are you habitually expecting? What tiny feeling or thought would you change right now So that a kinder, more joyful, more expansive, more fun, more beautiful station comes in, clearer to you, Seth shares.

Try it for 24 hours and see what shifts for you. Like what? So I shared a practice on TikTok that I wanted to bring here because it's always good to plant something in, in something that's an evergreen. Evergreen. Oh, no. Evergreen. See, this is what I'm saying. I try to go so serious and then my body's like, let's silly it up a little bit.

Okay, baby girl. So here I am. I do this thing every morning where before my eyes open, I, I say, I'm so grateful to be alive today. Thank you so much for another beautiful day, basically. And then I ask out loud universe, show me how good it can get, and then I ask source. Please send me a surprise today. I say that out loud.

Nikolai is used to it. If you have a partner who is like, you're a little bit crazy, this only brings more magic. And if they judge you, like, just wait until you start receiving magic in your lived reality and then they'll change their tune. So I asked for that. Well, yesterday it was so interesting because Nikolai was like, Hey girl, you wanna get breakfast?

And I was like, yes, I do. Because that means he was gonna pay for it. And I love that. For me, I love free coffee. I love free breakfast. That is so great. So I thought to myself, oh my God, my surprise happened. It's not even nine in the morning. That's so awesome. But then I come back home because I was gonna, um, hit publish on a message I received from the Angel of Harmony, which is so good.

I published that in between realms and my God, I just, oh. I'm so grateful. I'm so grateful. So I come home and I have this little rainbow mat that I got from my friend Terry, who Terry also is so fun. Terry is my ex-boyfriend's mother. I have a way about me, by the way. I collect moms, I collect 'em. I love 'em.

They stay with me for so long, for years. Um, because heck, heck yeah. Why not? I'm so lucky. She gave me this little rainbow welcome mat because she, I had told her how, um, earlier this year, Olam Serene, a beautiful, wonderful channel, said that my purpose on the planet is to channel rainbow codes through my heart and how I was struggling with the thought of that.

'cause I'm like, moody, you know, I'm a Scorpio son. I love storms. Ugh. But my Aquarius rising is like, let's talk about aliens and rainbow frequencies, you know? So I come back home and on my little rainbow mat outside of my door, I find a surprise and it's two, almost the same color mugs, brand new, and um.

One says like, but first coffee basically, I can't remember what it says specifically, 'cause I really actually don't drink a lot of coffee. I drink a lot of matcha and the other one says, plant lady on it because I have 30 plants plus all of the pos that I'm propagating for my friends and family. And I just thought, I don't even know what neighbor it came from.

If that isn't just so cool. It was just such a generous surprise. And someone on TikTok was like, I love how, it's basically like they're, they're giving you a cup to fill up yourself, like you're filling up your own cup, but they give you the structure, right? And. How thoughtful. It literally made my whole day.

And then Nikolai came home and he brought me cinnamon rolls. Like that was my day. And I was going through my messenger on TikTok and Instagram and just like the lovely messages I have of people who are saying like, you said this thing on your podcast and it moved me, or I loved when you talked about this.

Or, oh my God, I can't wait to do this, or Your energy is so amazing. All these things. And I'm like, that's because I started my day with gratitude. I literally, every day I start my day by. Thanking myself for being alive, right? 'cause I'm sourced. Thanking myself for another day, starting the day with gratitude and then speaking out loud, asking the universe to bring me and show me blessings and miracles and magic because I love being surprised.

It's my favorite thing because now I no longer have to control life. I'm living in the flow of it. And I love being surprised. It is so exciting when little things pop into my field. Like when Nikolai and I did laundry the other day, there was literally a penny on the ground. That Penny was mine. I was like, you, because Source was like, here's abundance more's coming.

I didn't have to do anything to get that money. I was just existing. And Source was like, here you go. Like a little wink, you know? And so I wanted to say, outside of asking the universe, the next thing you do is you just live your life openly. In my phone every day, I have a whole running list for every year, and it says Quantum surprise or quantum surprises 2025.

And every day I set the date, so like 9 24, 20 25, and then I click enter, and then I put a dash and I hit space, and I ask myself, I wonder what surprise I'm gonna receive today. But from a place of like joyful excitement, right? Like I, I wonder what's gonna happen and I live my life and I just look for the beauty.

I look for the magic. I look for the small winks from source, right? Like whether I see a dragonfly, which is totally, you know, my symbol and sign from spirit. Whether I see a butterfly, whether I find money on the ground, which I do often like. Whether Nikolai buys me coffee or someone buys me a meal, whether it's something bigger, like an opportunity that came out of thin air when someone's like, do you wanna be on my podcast?

Like when people say beautiful things about me, about my work, about something I say, I literally screenshot it and I put it in my phone. I, I keep track of the synchronicities right now in my world. 1 44 is blowing up in insane ways, and I know that 1 44 is a distortion, like the 144,000 is a distortion from the Bible because they said that basically 144,000 chosen ones are the ones that's going to, you know, basically leave the earth or whatever.

Um, ascend, all that stuff, but it's not that 144,000 is a frequency, and we can all tune into that frequency. And 1 44 is 12 by 12. Right? 12 times 12 and the 12th dimension. So what I've learned is like one of the dimensions we're sources, right? And so it's like, okay, all right. All of it is, is like you are the chosen one.

You are the one who is chosen. How do you live? How do you act? What do you talk about? How do you treat people? How do you treat yourself knowing that you are the chosen one? Knowing that you are the embodiment of love. You are source, embodied, moving through the world, literally being a gift and receiving gifts.

Like what? So I went on a tangent. That was fun. I lost my train of thought 'cause I was like living in. I was living in heaven. Uh, I also wanted to just like, put a little caveat on all of this, wrap it up and, oh wait, I, I remember, oh, also when I said that it was at 1 44 like, or 41 44. That was great. You get it?

Okay. Uh, human things. So I ask out loud. I live my life and then I track it. So I put that stuff in my phone because. I just love it. I love looking back at my life and seeing the magic that happens or the beauty that was shared with me because I'm like, yes, I am affirming that I am living proof of magic and that my reality is magic.

I literally am living in this other dimension. And I prove it by showing my reticular activating system, which is basically, they call it impersonal development, like your heat seeking missile. As an example, if you're ever looking for a specific type of car, maybe you've never paid attention to it before, but then you're trying to find it and buy one and blah, blah, blah.

You see it everywhere because that's your reticular activating system. So when I say that I'm living proof of magic and surprises happen to me every single day, and then I keep track of them, I'm proving my reticular activating system, right, to keep showing me these things, to keep showing me opportunities to keep calibrating me, to be able to receive and, and perceive those opportunities, right?

Because someone could walk by that dime on the ground and think nothing of it. And yet here I am saying I just went for a beautiful walk and you paid me to do it. Like, that's so amazing. What else am I, what else am I a frequency match for? You know? And. And after all of that, like I receive it from a Grateful heart.

The thing I do right before bed, and I do this every single day. Every single day I think back to my day and I call out 10 things that I am genuinely grateful for. 10 things. And the caveat is you have to say, because after so yesterday. I said, I am so grateful for my neighbor giving me a gift of those two beautiful mugs because it feels amazing to be seen and celebrated and worthy of receiving gifts like that just out of pure thoughtfulness.

The because allows you to anchor it more deeply. Because you are defining the meaning of it. So you're not only ending your day with gra starting and ending your day with gratitude, but you are also, you are proving to yourself, look at how beautiful my life is. Look at this magic. Look at, look at what's capable every single day.

I am a living miracle, and the life I'm living is a magical miracle, you know? So try that out. If one thing in here resonates with you, that's amazing. Take it, run with it. If you ever wanna come back, like, come back and, and relearn some of this stuff, right? It may hit you differently after you've calibrated to another, a higher perception or perspective.

I also wanted to leave this note that I know that people harp on about, but with Seth, it's like the whole idea in, in personal development, it's for 44. 44. Ha, ha, ha. Um. The idea of you create your reality language can sound like victim blaming if it's presented totally without care. And I understand that because we have systems of inequality and suffering and those are, those are real.

But personal development and like these teachings from S. That's, it's actually tools for personal agency and personal responsibility. It's not an explanation or anything like that for structural injustice. And you are living during the time of the age of Aquarius where our structures are crumbling, and that is why it's.

Chaotic and loud and dark and messy and, and can feel scary, right? And that's why if you can start within you and you can create and cultivate a daily practice where you're coming back to your heart or where you're meditating, or where you're consciously breathing, where it's like inhale for five, exhale for 10.

Do that four or five times to downregulate your nervous system. You can be an anchor for peace. You can be an instrument for peace. You can be an instrument and an anchor and broadcast love and light in a very dark world, and what a gift you are. So move forward from yourself first, take care of yourself, and then give from generous overflow because you are equipped to do so.

Right. So thank you for being alive with me. Thank you for tuning in if you've made it this far. Thank you for being a living light embodied on earth. I love you. I love you. I love you, and I hope you have a wonderful magical day. I.