Shielded and sovereign

Sometimes life feels like it’s whispering ... an intuitive nudge, a green car at a stoplight, a memory that isn’t yours but feels like it could be. 👀

In this episode, I'm sharing about my own experiences in the subtle realms: how gifts awaken, what happens when we forget to shield ourselves (😅), and the powerful lesson that your first intuitive hit may not always be what you think it is.

This is an invitation to remember the unseen support around you, to protect your energy, and to play with your intuition instead of fearing it. :)

What we're diving into:

• What I'm learning about psychic gifts
• The unseen support surrounding us (and what it really means to “be held”)
• What happens when you enter the Akashic Records unshielded ... and how to claim your space 🫣
• Chaos as a teacher (Lookin' at you, Loki)
• A small, but massively powerful ritual for inviting light in and banishing low vibrational beings from your space
• How intuitive information has been unfolding for me
• A peek behind the scenes of the psychic mentorship I'm in: time-skipping in the Akashic Records, reading timelines, and channeling insights
• Moving from fear of being “wrong” into playful, sovereign intuition
• Why your expression matters across time, space, and lifetimes 💗

Transcript

 Hello, hello. Holy buckets. Holy freaking buckets. I have so many things to share with you today, and it's all. All in the subtle unseen realms of psychic gifts and intuition. So if this is your vibe, you're gonna love this one. Okay? I have things to teach you, but also stories so that you can maybe see if there's something in there for you, right?

Like, I don't know, part of I'm a six two projector in human design, and I didn't realize like how. Amazing it is to live in alignment with those profile numbers. Specifically the six of like being the living embodiment and sharing and teaching what I'm learning as I walk the path. And then the two where I'm like hermit mode and I guess there's like a, you have natural gifts you can't see, which is totally true.

Last year actually I learned that. I can see and but I mean like I can see into subtle realms. I can pick up and perceive on patterns and intuitive information. I can see people's gifts. I can see their belief systems and how they're blocking them. I can help guide them to be able to access their own magic, which is really cool.

It's just all these things are unfolding at such an interesting. Rate. Um, also it helps that I'm in a psychic mentorship right now, you know, actively working on these things. And I gave up alcohol and, you know, like meditating every day and going for walks and seeing the sun and, you know, all this stuff.

Just casual, casual. But my, my past few days have been crazy. They have been so crazy. I, I was like, okay, do I share this story? And then I was like, yeah, duh, duh. Why would I not So last week. I was hanging out with my mom and she was like, Ash, you gotta listen to this soundtrack on YouTube, which was about clearing your chakra systems or whatever.

And I dunno if I've shared this on my channel before, but last year I was the person my mom called because she fell down her stairs. She lives in this gorgeous. Apartment with all these dang stairs, man. I'm like, how did you move up here for real? Uh, but like she lives in her apartment. She has exposed brick because part of the building used to be a bank vault.

And, um, at another part of her building where her windows are, used to be a brothel, and there was a, what was her name? Mary, I think was her name. She was like the woman who would show off all of her, uh, physical gifts to the lumberjack men strolling down the street at this window. You know what I'm saying?

Like. What? That was just a fun thing. Sorry, I'm not sorry. You probably loved that as did I, but she fell down those dang stairs. Okay. And so she called me and she was like, Ash, can you please bring me to the hospital? I was like, oh my God, I'll be there in 30 minutes. Good God. So I go bring her. She comes back, she basically broke her collarbone and um, bruised some other things and I was like, good, good fricking tumble woman.

So flash forward to now. She was actually supposed to get a surgery, uh, which she didn't schedule and I don't think could afford or something. There's something about that where she just couldn't do it. And so for, I think a month, she, this is gonna sound so bougie, but she has two TVs in her room. One is for ambiance and one is for paying attention to pretty much.

Um, she's also a Gemini. And she is neuros spicy, so her brain can handle a lot of different things. You know what I'm saying? So she, for the past month, two months, I think she's always had a sgio frequency playing in the background on YouTube. And if you don't believe in music being healing, like. What are we doing here?

How did you make your way to me? And also, thank you so much. Welcome. I'm gonna blow your mind, but there was a day where she was showing me something because I work with her on Tuesdays and Fridays at a beautiful luxury apartment building where basically I get to just share all the things I'm learning with her and like help make her life easier, which is like the best what?

Well, there was a day she was trying to show me something and she got so excited. She lifted up both of her arms, which she could not do before. And she was like, Ash, oh my God, look, do you see this? And I was like, yeah, your arms are in the air. What? And she was like, look, I couldn't do this before. And she was like, the only thing I have changed is listening to GIO frequencies.

So when this woman tells me, Hey. I have a video I think you should check out. I'm in, you know I'm there. Send it to me now. I will do, I have 20, 15, 30, a hundred minutes to be able to tune into this because I want it now. So I am listening to this on my bed where I'm meditating. And just listening and feeling.

And I start feeling energy pouring through my crown and through my entire body. And then it feels like hands are literally touching my specific chakras. And I don't know what overcame me, but I was like, you know what I'm gonna do? I'm gonna go into the Akashic records. And so I opened up my records and I, I didn't follow my normal process, so I just like went in it and I am like, please show me.

A life that I'm meant to see right now, specifically for my journey. And so I see on this screen like a movie of this elderly woman with this gorgeous silver hair, and she's sitting in a rocking chair and I'm like, okay, she's alone, right? Like, but I get the sense that all of her loved ones have passed or they're living and they're just not around her.

And there was this sense of loneliness. And, um, kind of like heartbreak, but also like, I guess I'm, you know, I'm ending the near, I'm ending this life soon, so, you know, I gave it my best shot. And so I was like, okay. And in my psychic mentorship I learned about how you can time skip so you can, um, jump forward, you can jump into different lives, you can move an hour ahead or two weeks or a month or whatever.

And I am brilliant. And I'm like, show me her death. I don't know why I would do that. Who does that? Who was like, show, show me the death. So I am zoomed out to, she's literally laying on the ground. I think she had a heart attack or an aneurysm or something, but I just saw her laying on this wooden ground with this light streaming in through the window on her body.

And I saw her basically as a spirit looking at her body. And the coolest thing was. The moment she looked around, I saw all of these orbs of light around her, like hundreds and hundreds and hundreds of different colored lights, and she looked and I watched an entire smile just spread across her face and she was like, oh, look how supported I've been.

I just couldn't see it with my physical eyes. And I knew I needed that message because I've been navigating some things, right? And it's like, where is my team at? Hey, like, what's happening here? But I just because I can't see them with my physical eyes, like all of them in their presence in my room right now, it doesn't mean I'm not supported in the same way that that's for you.

You know? Like you have so much help, so much guidance, so much love. So much love. Like I've heard so many Channelers. Cher, like we have never had this much help and support before in our entire like lifetime, which I thought was interesting. So for her to see that, but also for me to see it through her was amazing.

And I also had this thought while I was viewing that lifetime of mine. You know, at the highest level, we're all source. We are all a fractal of source, right? We're all raised from the same light.

Also time. Um, time is a map, so linear time is real Here in our 3D crystallized. Material world. But when you get higher to higher dimensions, higher perspectives, you realize like it's not, it's something you can bend and contort and play with. It's something you can slow down or speed up based on. If you're living in Kronos, which is TikTok on the clock, or chiros, which is the rhythm of your soul, and the way you know you're living in Cairo is like where do you actually lose track of time?

Where do you feel like time bends around you? Is it when you are excited? Is it when you are, you know, so present in the moment when you're creating, you're painting, you're singing, you're writing, you're following your passions, your curiosity, your joy, when you're deep in conversation with people you love, right?

Like, where do you find yourself in Cairo? Because that, that is the key to manipulating and playing with time. So coming back to this. Life. I realize like at the highest level, we're all source, right? If time is a map, that means your physical incarnation is at this point on the map. Okay? When we are accessing past, present, future lifetimes, well.

Every choice point. If you listen to my last episode, uh, Seth, who was channeled by Jane Roberts in the 1960s and beyond, talked about our probable selves. And that every time you reach a choice point, basically your consciousness is moving in different directions, right? And is fulfilling that choice out.

And whatever stems from that place so you can actually tune into the version of you who is like wildly successful, madly in love, creating the things that you deeply profoundly are just enamored with, things like that. You can tap into those people, those versions of you, and pull through those belief systems, those thoughts, those actions, those habits so that you can start, you know, basically collapsing time and becoming that version of you if that's where your heart is pulling you.

But for the Akashic records, you can access all of your lifetimes, but really all of your lifetimes are happening now. And you can be, I think all, how do I wanna? Listen to my brain just noodle in just cooking al dente over here. It's like, am I accessing a past life or am I accessing a timeline, an energy imprint?

Can I access other imprints of no? Right? Like, um, my mentor was talking about how this is her first incarnation. And she was saying that she's never been on earth before, right? Which is what I just said. But she said that what happened was her guides had shared with her that she was imprinted with like 12 or 13 different lifetimes of beings who have been here, so that she could have an easier time acclimating to third density and really how challenging Earth is right now.

Because if you don't have that, it's going to be exceptionally difficult. To navigate this world. To navigate fear, right. Things like that. So I was like, man, that's so interesting because it was literally on the heels of me reading some chapter of something where they were talking about how, oh, what was it?

I think it was the Sophia code potentially. But if I'm wrong on that, I apologize. Where they can imprint on. It, it actually, I think it is in the Sophia code, but going back to my mentor, she was talking about how you, certain beings who are coming from different planets, right? If they're coming here for a mission and a purpose and things like that, for whatever time it is.

That they will be given 12 to 13 or more lifetimes, right? So that they can acclimate. But those lifetimes can also include UA or Mary Magdalene or Napoleon or whoever, right? So that you have context, but also maybe some of like the accessing to their natural abilities, right? So that you can easily remember your gifts and things like that.

And I had always wondered like, why do so many people always say, I. Was isis, I was Jesus Christ. And you're like, how are like a thousand plus or more people? All of this, this person. But when you think about it, if you're accessing their information or an imprinted energy sequence with information for you to tap into, doesn't that make sense?

And I don't know, I'm just like, it's boggling my mind. So when I say I access to past lifetime. Did I or was I accessing information that I was, uh, calibrated to, to be able to receive for specifically what I need at this point in my life Now to know that we are all supported beautifully, profoundly, in ways we can't even see because we don't have the sight for it quite yet.

I took us on a tangent, but you know what? Like, who knows? Maybe you were tuning into someone. Notable, or maybe you've had lifetimes that were so jarring, but it's not so much about the lifetime, but rather the wisdom or maybe tuning in through something in your lineage so that you can be the cycle breaker, you know, so that you can heal your entire lineage, like quote unquote, behind you and ahead of you.

But that's why it's so important that you exist. Like, can you see that? Can you see how important you are, how you existing makes a meaningful difference in an, in an impact throughout time, throughout space, throughout the entire universe? Like your expression matters. In ways that you will not totally understand until it's your time to shift back into a higher plane of existence, right?

Probably when you don't have a physical body, when your energy. So, shifting gears, part of the thing that I did wrong was I didn't do the normal practice of grounding, connecting and shielding my energy when I didn't, when I went into the records. That was the only thing that I did differently, you know, and oh, oh, oh, oh no.

That night I'm like living my best life. Okay. Just happy Nikolai is next to me in bed. We're sitting there, we're like giggling and sharing stories and whatever, and all of a sudden, at the end of our bed, by my. Flipping feet. I literally feel and hear scratching and I, I'm like, no, what? And I start sweating profusely because that was terrifying.

And I, I try to just like play it off, but Nikolai was like, did you hear that? And I'm like, ah, shit, here we are, we're here. And I'm like, Nope, it's fine. Maybe it was one of the cats, you know, even though they don't do that. I'm like, oh no, what? So I just think, uh, nothing of it, it'll be fine. So I try to go to bed.

Right. Oh, that was my second mistake. Okay. It's pitch black in my room and I am feeling what I swear to you feels like pin pricks along my skin. Like the, it's like someone has nails pricking in and pushing and sometimes digging in to my muscle and making my muscle spasm so that I can't fall asleep.

Right. I feel someone touching the. Behind my ears, down my neck, along my crown, just being so disrespectful. I feel this huge wave of like, like super, super, super hot energy. It felt like I got punched in the solar plexus for a moment, which is your personal place of power, which is like, oh cool, okay. And I'm like, God, because I'm trying not to wake up Nikolai, I'm not.

I don't want him to be privy to whatever it is that this thing is that I have accidentally had slip in. And so I'm just trying to let it go. Right? I'm tossing and turning because this energy will not let me fall asleep, and I am like, oh my God. I dunno what to do. It's probably around three 30 in the morning.

Four. I'm like, I'm done. I'm over it. I'm so frustrated in my mind. I have been trying to call. Like my team of light, my angels like Archangel Michael, where are you at brother? Like, what's happening here? But nothing is changing. They continue. And so I finally hit my breaking point and I am like, fuck this.

Sorry. If you have children in the car, oh God, I'm gonna put that in the show notes. 'cause I know some people listen to me with little kiddos. Ooh, this is not the one for that. Okay. So I am like, I am gonna say this with conviction, confidence, and pure like. Power I banish you. No, being of low vibration is allowed in my space and like I keep saying this, you are not welcome here.

You are not welcome in my space. You leave now and I am. I banish you. You must go like this is my space. I'm setting it right, setting the precedence. I finally say it enough times and with such conviction and confidence in my light. That my entire body from toe to the tip of my fricking head feels like it is on fire.

I feel my solar plexus vibrate. I start burping up energy I, and I'm like, oh my God. And then it felt like peace in my entire room

and I'm like, you know what? Thank God, because the next day I was gonna have a call with my mentor. So I could be like, what did I do? I am a nice person. How did, how did this happen? You know? And so I was talking to her and she was like, you know. You can speak to them earlier instead of going through that whole thing.

And I was like, I didn't wanna wake up Nikolai. And she was like, well, you can speak it in your head. And I was like, oh, partially. I don't kind of believe you about that, but speaking it out loud makes sense for now, at least for me, because of the frequency of my voice, right? And commanding energy through my being makes a ton of sense to me.

I just didn't wanna wake up Nikolai, but now actually, I don't care if this ever happens again. Baby boy can wake up and it'll be fine. He'll figure it out and you know, like everyone deserves to sleep, okay. But I was like, why did this happen? And she was like, you know, sometimes you just run into bedbugs and things like that.

Or maybe you did something that you didn't follow, a process. And I was like, uh, that's won't happened. Why didn't do my process? Lesson learned, lesson fricking learned. Okay, so that wasn't fun. And then the next morning. Nikolai was in the shower, and we live in a two bedroom apartment on the ground level.

And sometimes when you shower and it's like cool outside, right, your windows can fog up. I swear to God, I swear to all things magical and holy. There were what looked like claw marks, six of them on my window. I've never seen that before. And I was like, you little bitch. I swear to you, you're banish now though, so enjoy that.

Ugh. So then that leads me to my call with my mentor. Right. So we were talking, going back and forth about this, and I just, I really appreciated her driving that home. So if you like, if you are ever working, and she just, she really wanted this to land. It's like if you are ever doing psychic or intuitive work, you need to ground your energy and you need to shield yourself.

And she was like, that has to be your priority. That's it, like bar none. You have to do that because again, things can slip in. So I just wanted to leave that there with you because it felt important. And also, I need a drink of water.

Um, she said that if you ever encounter anything in your space that you can say that you banish it and you have to say it with authority and confidence in zero fear, and you can say things like, do not touch me. You are not welcome here. My space is not open and available for low vibrational beings and things like that.

So I wanted to make sure that you had that because if you're listening now, you know that this week we are headed into October. And I wanted to remind some of you, or if this is new for you, I had a session with an animal communicator. Her name is Johanna Bloom, and I had a session that I did that I shared out insightful, but also I amplified her magic on the Free Your Heart Podcast so that you could, you know, catch a vibe.

She is beautiful, but one of the things she had shared in a session with me from one of my cats, because every October we have insane things happen. Insane things happen. And like to nikolai's credit man, he's never lived through things like that until he came to MySpace, which I was like, Hey. You know when you're just sitting on the couch and your sono speaker turns itself on in the kitchen and plays one song, and it's like a haunting rendition of a Billie Eilish in pure piano, and then it shuts itself off.

Or when your other speakers decide to turn themselves on and then dial the volume all the way up to as loud as humanly possible, you know, or like your microphone floods your entire room with red light, even though it wasn't freaking plugged in. Just things like that, you know? Luckily, Nikolai gets to be in this space.

But in my session with Johanna, through my cats, they had shared that one of the things you can do, especially in October, partially because we have this collective belief that the veil is thinnest during this time. Right? Oh, it's 3 33 is, I say that that's fun. Um, but honestly what I think it is, is you are the veil.

Your body is the veil. Your nervous system is the veil. How? How grounded are you? How calm are you? Are you taking care of yourself? Right? And then when you have a collective belief, like the veil is sins, and people experience these things, right? Because they're like, oh, this is really and true and you know, but really we also are like ascending as a human consciousness.

So that's a thing. But she shared with me that one of the things that you can do is you can take, um. Sage, or if you don't have sage or you don't want to work with sage, which I understand, you can use mug wart or you can use sweetgrass. I love sweetgrass. And you go to your doors and your windows and you basically follow the outline of that space.

And as you go around, you can say like, I banish all. Negative energy from the space, or only beings of unconditional love or only my team of light is allowed in. And then you cr, you take it after you've done all four corners and you create an X on each window and on each door, and that is removing lower vibrational frequencies from your home, right?

And then the next thing that you do is you follow it up with something like Palo Santo or lavender. Or something like that, Cedar, rosemary, and you just go through to those doors and windows and you can do whatever you want. But basically, like I, I welcome in unconditional love. I welcome in source light, things like that because that brings in positive energy.

So I wanted you to have that because we are slipping into spooky, we're slipping into spooky season, and that's fun. Oh, okay. What do I, okay, got that. Oh, oh, yeah. And I wanted to share some of the things that I've gotten through my mentorship from a psychic perspective. So she asked me, she was like, Hey, guess what?

I got consent to tune into this man's energy like. Can you please, um, tune into his guides and can you see is this move aligned for him? And I'm like, how the heck am I supposed to know? But I relax, I take a deep breath, you know, I do my grounding and shielding and things like that. And I. I am like a bird.

I swear to you. It's like I have a bird's eye view as this movie like unfolds across the screen of my third eye. In my mind, I imagine that it's a movie screen, right? And I see either still shots or I see a movie playing. And it's not like crystal clear. Sometimes it's just an impression or like a knowing that I have constructed a visual around and I don't know if that makes any sense, but I'm working on trying to clarify this, so apologies in advance.

So I'm like a freaking bird and I'm flying through the air and I see the tops of these. Gorgeous, gorgeous, lush, dark green pine trees below me. And I see these moody gray clouds above me, and in my mind I'm like, oh my God, it's giving like twilight vibes, you know? And I'm like, that's weird. So I, I, the next thing I know, I.

Enter this man's body, like a future timeline version of him, and I am looking through his own eyes and I can see I'm walking through this densely wooded forest and I'm like, what is happening? I'm looking around and all of a sudden I feel my shoulders relax, like my jaw on clinches, and I feel like my heart space expands and I'm like, oh my God.

To my mentor. I'm like. And I had like brain clarity. It was so crazy. I was like, oh my God, this move is like soul food for him. And she said, yes, correct. He's moving back home to Portland, which by the way, Portland was one of the places Twilight was filmed. Can like what? That's so cool. So I'm like, oh heck yeah, one for one baby.

Let's go. So then she was like, all right, now I'm gonna challenge you a little bit more. I want you to see tune into his guides. Where should he be going from a career perspective? And that question is a terrifying one for my ego because I'm like, I never wanna lead anyone astray. I don't wanna say anything wrong, like all this stuff.

You know? Like, Ooh, I don't wanna be wrong. So I relax as I like reign my brain in and I'm like, it's fine. We're just playing. Like, I'm not even working with him specifically. I'm just with my mentor. It's okay if I imagine it doesn't matter if I'm wrong, I'm wrong. So what. Like, just take the pressure off myself so I start relaxing.

And as I'm sitting there, I all of a sudden like, see this snapshot of this image, of this like kind of grayed out photo of a man's hands that had like, it looked like oil or dirt on them. And I was like, oh my God. He, he's, maybe he's supposed to be doing something with his hands, you know, like, 'cause that's the thing I immediately saw.

And she was like, well, he has hobbies where he works with his hands, but what about career? And part of me wanted to spin out about that because I was like, well, what the heck I. Like that's the first thing I saw and it was so clear, you know? And I learned a valuable lesson, which I'll share in a moment.

So I just took a deep breath in and like let my ego just relax a little bit, right? Because I'm like, ma, I'm not perfect. And as I relaxed and sat back an image or a movie started coming up on the screen of my mind. I saw all of these men, just like in an intimate group, circled kind of around him. And he is like, like so charismatic.

And he's talking and he's got this laid back confidence. And I see these men smiling and nodding and laughing and he's making eye contact with all of them. And they're like, leaned the frick in. You know, like they are listening to this man's teachings. And I was like, oh my God. He's meant to be working with people like this man.

He's so like, he's so good with relationships and I'm like, he has to be working with people. Like there's something super special about him because people feel so seen and heard and his presence. There's something about his presence, like he helps change people. And, um, I was like, I'm sorry. I don't know what it is for a career standpoint, but like, he has to be with people.

And she like, my mentor got so excited. And she's like, yes, you're correct. And I'm like, what? And she was like, his guides are trying to align him to a career in coaching because one of his biggest gifts on the planet basically is his presence and the way people feel. His energy and I thought, whoa, like look at how close I got.

Did I get it a hundred percent perfect? Did I say his career is gonna be coaching? No, but I got the qualities of it, you know, and I realized like a few things I wanted to share. One, your first, in your first intuitive hit may not actually be it. You may just have to sit back and allow yourself to hold this space for something to, to actually fully crystallize in your vision.

So like, and for me, because capitalism and things, I'm always like trying to bring as much value as humanly possible. Which means if I have you for 30 minutes, like I wanna, I wanna give you everything right? But actually the space is valuable. Your, your ability to hold space. Even if there's a part of you that's like, oh my God, I need to rush.

Or Oh my God, I what if they don't get what they need, blah, blah, blah. That's your ego. Intuition flows. It expands right. Sometimes it needs the time to be able to paint the vivid details that you need to be able to speak to. So I just thought that was really fascinating. And helpful. Right. Um, another thing that I had realized when she said that I didn't get it totally right, right.

Like my heart sank because I don't wanna be wrong, but that's actually not even it because Sure, we don't wanna be wrong, but for me, like my biggest deal is that I don't ever wanna cause someone harm. I don't care about feeling embarrassed, right? Like, if I get something wrong, okay, fine. I, I try not to take myself too seriously because what's the point of that?

Someday we're all, you know, gonna meet the angel of death and like, we're not gonna be like, oh God, I got that one detail wrong back in my thirties. Like, oh, frick, you know, but I just, I don't wanna cause harm. And I think that that matters. Like it matters that I care. About not inflicting pain or damage.

And I know that my intention when I'm ever working with someone is so high. My, I have the highest intentions, the purest intentions for anyone who is in my space because I love you. I love you. I love you, and I see the highest version of you. I see the best of you. I see all of your magic because I know that on one hand when you calibrate to my belief, it may be easier for you to actually reach that you can actually collapse time because of the belief that I hold, but also like I never wanna share something that it's like, oh my God, I, I steered them in the wrong way.

Right? But I realized that like a, no one is ever 100% accurate. You know, like whether the metaphor doesn't come through perfectly, or it's misconstrued or it isn't received in the way that you meant it, or maybe you hit on the wrong details or whatever, maybe it wasn't the right time for them to receive it, and they'll come back to you later, which has totally happened to me, by the way, where I have said something and then a client will come back and be like, remember when you said that?

And we'll screenshot it and, and will send it to me and be like, guess what? This panned out. You know? So it's like not so much about, I. Being perfect. It's about being like transparent and saying, Hey, this is how my intuit my intuition. What kind of word is that? It's about like this is how my intuition works and like holding the space for people to process and reminding people.

Every person in my space, like you are the one who is your own best guide. You. You get to trust your intuition. You get to trust your discernment. You get to choose whether something resonates with you or not. You do not have to listen to every single word of me, or just because someone outside of you says something, you never have to do that.

You never have to do that. And really, if people are coming to my space, it's because they're doing it for fun. I'm, I'm not out here like trying to help people. Sidestep. Huge, scary, terrifying, life altering things. People are coming to me because they're curious about magic because they wanna shift their energy because they wanna learn how to harness their energy because they wanna learn how to tune into their intuition because they wanna, you know, process something with me in a safe, unconditionally loving, judgment free space, which so many people do not have.

So many people do not have people who can hear them and hold space for them and see them for who they truly are, even if they're navigating things, even if they've done things. That aren't, you know, of the highest light. But people, people will listen because they have an agenda, because they wanna speak because they had a thought, because they, they have something that they're trying to tell you or whatever because they have a belief system versus when you're in my space, you're here, we're equals, I've got you.

You know, so framing also I've learned is so helpful. Instead of like saying things like this will happen, you know, it's like, oh, I can frame it in a way where it's like, I'm sensing this. How does that feel for you? This image feels like, or this is what I'm seeing. Does this resonate for you? It becomes more of like collaboration versus I need to be right.

You know, and that that feels like, oh, this is amazing. This is so helpful. So if you are working on any of these things, like maybe it's learning about how to share in a way that you're sensing whatever it is that you're picking up on, or inviting someone to say, this doesn't resonate for me, or, you know, you, if this doesn't feel right for you, you can leave it.

I'm just wanting to share what insights or what perspectives or things I'm picking up on. Not so much to like predict or control your future, but to remind you that you. Are gifted and your discernment is a gift and your perspective matters and you are a wise being. I am simply holding a mirror for you.

You know? So I wanted to share that because that's sexy. You are a wise owl no matter what. Okay? Just like reminding you of your magic. So then flash forward on. I had an interesting synchronicity moment, which is random and it doesn't really matter, but it's kind of silly just 'cause I like anchoring these things here.

But Nikolai and I were coming back from getting our brand new, um, like bedspread because we have cats, and our cats run around like little hellens. Sometimes and they tear holes and stuff. And I was like, I can't handle this anymore. I cannot handle having these holes here. Like my foot is getting caught in it.

It's not a good look, you know? And I deserve to be in a beautiful space. So we went and I found like this awesome deal at Home Goods for this Brooks Brothers gorgeous like green and white plaid moment. And, um, we were coming home and there was this, like, we were at a stoplight and there was this super, super, super green car.

I've never seen a car so green in my life. And I'm like, what the heck? Paint is that? And I was like, Hmm, that looks like a car that Loki would drive. And so we go about our day and Nikolai got this VR headset for his work so that like. Can meet up like virtually instead of spending thousands and thousands and thousands of dollars to go to meetings and all of that stuff.

So Nikolai was playing with it, and I was making miso soup because I had learned that it is phenomenal for your digestion and your skin and things. So I was making that, and Nikolai was like, oh my god, Ash, I'll never guess what, I just played such an awesome game with Loki. Like he got to be a character of Loki.

And you know what? I just sat there and I was like, mm-hmm. Spare him. Mm-hmm. Thank you so much. I tuned into something there. We appreciate it. Uh, sure. Pattern recognition is helpful, but also I realize that I think Loki came through to talk about or to remind me about how chaos can bring clarity and that I, I kind of wonder if right now we are in a massive amount of chaos, right?

That's actually being programmed, trying to shift you into fear-based narratives and two feeling. Apathetic and powerless and feeling like people aren't doing anything even though there's so much violence and hate and corruption and greed and all that stuff, because we were seeing the last gasp of systems before they crumble and shift.

But chaos brings clarity, right? Like storms bring rainbows. Um, so just like something that I wanted to plant in you. Um, also chaos can be a little fun, you know, if you, if you can handle that type of thing, you know. Why not be a little chaotic sometimes, just for the fun of it. You gotta mix it up. You know, like if you take this one way home every day from work, maybe switch it up, see what happens.

See if you move a timeline over, or see if you experience something new, or you catch something new, or have a new insight. Maybe you make the same food every single day. Mix it up, you know, like. It's good that we have routines because our brains thrive on conserving energy. But also it's important to mix it up and to do new, spontaneous different things because you experience new things then and you get new perspectives, which is really helpful.

So then I'm gonna take another drink of water if you are with me right now. Sippy sip.

Whoa. Okay. We're covering so many things. I love this, I love this For us. So on Sunday, we, I'm part of this mentorship is we're, we meet up as a group. So everyone who is working with her for this season, we get together and we practice with each other and we learn something. Like she taught me, um, pleidian energy healing, who she learned directly from her guide.

And I love it. I'm like, oh my God, this is gorgeous. I can't wait to start weaving this into what I do already. So that was fun. Um, uh, my partner, it was so cool because she, we had to like do a body scan, right? So you imagine that you're connecting to their energy 'cause you know, you get consent and things always first and foremost connect to their energy and then just imagine their body.

Um, I like to imagine the outline of their body, like their energy and aura and I imagine their chakras, right? So I do a scan and I see, okay. As I'm looking from top to bottom, do I see anything that's dimmer? Do I see any dark energy? Do I see red energy? Which I guess can mean like inflammation. Do I see dull energy?

Do I see something that's really bright? Like what is it that I'm picking up on? And my partner, it was so cool because she was like, I don't know, I just kept seeing your legs. Like there was just rolling energy through your legs. And I, I don't know like why that's a thing, but like I, and I was like, Hey, I just wanna let you know two today Nico and I went to the forest and we did probably one of the longest hikes we've di we've done in a hot minute, man like so long.

And my legs were rolling with energy. So I just thought that was so cool that she picked up on that. And also, you know, like if you wanted to work with someone, um, like a partner or something that you have consent, maybe you start trying body scans and seeing, do you feel anything? Do you hear anything? Do you see any colors?

Do you get any impressions, any intuitive hits or nudges? Things like that, you know? Um. But what was interesting for her is when I look through her field, her throat chakra looked super dim and her sacral chakra looked super, super dim. And I'm like, okay, that's interesting. And so part of the process I learned is like, what does that mean?

Or, um, spirit guides, what can you tell me this means? So you see it, experience it, and then you go deeper. And I was like, oh, okay. Is it something with expression? And then I saw, um, she has like. Stuck energy in her throat. And I was like, oh, singing or humming could be really helpful. But also I think, I don't know why, but I'm hearing that you should gargle with salt water.

And she literally burst out laughing because before she got on the call, she decided she was gonna start gargling with salt water because she has a sinus infection. I'm like, oh my God, I nailed that. And then I was talking to her about her sacral, and I'm like, I just kept hearing in my head like, she's not playing enough.

And I asked her, what would you do so that you could lose yourself in the moment? Are you. Are you painting? Are you playing? Are you using something with color? Are you creating things like that? It feels like you're missing this creative, playful, fun, like whimsical energy. And she was like, I absolutely have.

I was just talking to my partner about that today because we are literally in the process of moving our home, cleaning the, like our new home, in our old home. We're getting married. We're like, he's searching for all this stuff. And I was like, oh my God. Of course you're sacral then is like, ugh. Um, hi. We wanna be a creative force too.

It can't be all just work, you know? So that was really fun and I loved that. And then the next thing that I was like, ah, God, because we had a smaller group, um, we had to do it where we were gonna do a. Uh, go into their records for someone. And so we were gonna go into their Akashic records and we were gonna see, okay, what happens a year from now?

So yesterday was the 28th, so like on September 28th, 2026, what are three things that you can feel into, um, into their Akashic records and to share with them, right? And I was like, oh God. 'cause guess what? Your girl was paired with the teacher? And I'm like, no, no. Because that feels like a lot of pressure, you know, even though I know it's not, because I have literally taught people and it's, I'm always like, please play, please ask questions.

It's okay to fail. All that stuff, you know? But when you're in the quote unquote little lava hot seat, it's like, ah, s ugh. Scary. So I just took a deep breath and I relaxed, and I just started imagining, like seeing on the movie screen in my mind, like snippets of photos. And feelings, and I was like, that's so interesting.

And so I pulled through this information that was like. I couldn't even explain it. I just knew that she's gonna have more stability financially and that she's gonna have a gift expansion because I literally saw a halo around her head expand. I felt like she was about to release a belief of not needing to do it all alone.

And then I saw this gorgeous picture of her home and it was changing, and I'm like, oh wow. Like redecorating completely more feminine energy, stuff like that. And I also got this. Piece of wisdom that I wanted to share with you, and it is, you set the pace for your life. So pace it in a way that makes you feel at ease.

And I know like as someone who used to be in corporate, it's like, how can you say that my pace can't be easy because I am in back to back to back meetings doing things, blah, blah, blah, blah. But if you set the pace for your day, how do you start your day? You know? How do you intentionally move through your day knowing that you are the one pacing it?

Do you stop and take breaths? Do you go and touch the grass? Do you start your day with meditation or a workout? You know, like, or do you need to wake up just a little bit earlier so that you feel more spacious? You know? So that was really cool. And then, um, I also got these like feelings of like a new power unlocked and, um.

I saw her like holding hands with someone, which felt interesting. And then I, I saw her holding a bouquet of flowers and I was like, what does that mean to my spirit guides? And I immediately heard abundance, and I should have known that because. Back in the day when I used to read the Akashic records for people and channel it via writing and access it through like the Dr.

Linda Howe prayer that was channeled on nine 11. I would get bouquets of flowers for people. And part of it is because I would have angels literally give me very specific flowers, and I never knew what the meaning was. Like I, oh my God, the first woman I ever read for. I was just playing, just having fun, you know?

And. The angels in the records gave me a bouquet of daisies and I'm like, I, you have to deliver that information. Right? Well, I go to look up what daisies symbolize and they symbolize fertility and I knew that this woman had had a miscarriage and I really, I swear to you, I really did not want to give her that part of the reading.

I, I was like, this could be. This could be painful, you know, like, and she pulled me aside because um, I used to work with her and she pulled me aside and she was like, Ashley, I have to tell you, 'cause we were in the side stairwell. And she was like, I have to tell you. And she started tearing up and she was like, do you remember when you gave me the daisies in the Akashic records in that reading?

And I was like, yeah. And she was like, I'm pregnant.

And that's why I was like, oh. I'm given information for a specific reason and maybe it will land when it's meant to, but I'm so glad that I gave her that. You know, I'm so glad. Um, back to this, I realize like so many times outside of just like one flower that they give me, or a word of a flower or a color of a flower, which is a thing too.

When they give me a bouquet like that, it, it signals that abundance is coming and like you are going to reap your harvest basically. And then I don't know why I flashed through an image and I saw literal mountains and I'm like, why am I seeing mountains? I heard travel and I was like, for why? And, and I heard for fun and play.

And I was like, oh, okay. And then I was like, then I saw her like leading a retreat and I'm like, and maybe you know, next year you're going to be leading a retreat, but like, I don't know why I'm saying that. And um, I was like, there's something about your energy that. A community of people would thrive being in your space as you're teaching them.

And she started cackling. This woman was like, I am so like basically floored in how spot on you are for this entire thing. And she was like, let me tell you what, first and foremost that image of the home and redecorating it. My best friend is moving in with me this week. And we are absolutely redecorating it.

And I was like, that is freaking badass. Okay. And then she was like, and today on the phone we were talking about going on a vacation trip to a place with mountains. We were thinking Colorado. And I was like, oh my freaking God, this like, I'm vibrating out of my body trying not to scream my head off because that is so crazy.

Right? And so then we were going about sharing. Like listening to my other people share, blah, blah, blah in the class. And she was like, Ashley, wait, I have to tell you something. And I was like, okay. And so she holds up her notebook and she's flipping through it, and she was like, do you see this notebook?

And I'm like, yeah. And she was like, it's a super old notebook. I just bring it out from time to time. And she said I wasn't paying attention, but I was flipping through it, right? And I landed on a page, and on the page in my handwriting it says, I think I should host retreats. That was a synchronicity for me.

Thank you for sharing that. Oh. Like, what? You know, shut up. No, keep talking. Like, oh my God. I, I, I couldn't even, like, I had such a hard time falling asleep because that was so freaking cool. That was so cool. The before. We like really dug into that stuff. On the call, she was like, I want you to take a deep breath in ground shield, all that stuff.

And she was like, ask your guides for a word that will set the tone basically for this. And I don't know why. The first thing I heard was string, but I learned we do not always like give credence to the first hit. Right. And then as I was, was, as I was sitting there, I heard the word cracked. And I saw an egg that was cracked with the yolk open, and I realized like I am beginning to crack open more of my gifts and my magic.

The more that I do this, the more that I put myself in places that I feel wildly uncomfortable to be in. Right. Reading for strangers in that way, and being willing to be wrong and dealing with my feelings of fear around maybe I'm a fraud if I get it wrong. You know, like these deep-seated things like the fraud piece is so critical because growing up.

My mom started the first, um, paranormal society in the state that I live in, and it wasn't about proving that, you know, spirits are real because we knew it was about helping the homeowner or the spirit find the light or helping the homeowner create better boundaries or to do a full sweep out so that they could have peace of mind in their own space and, and things like that.

And I have had so many incredible experiences of going on these things and supporting my mom, whether she helps the spirit find unconditional love and go back home. And the moment that happens, I hear, I hear a bell, you know, like a tiny little bell that jingles and I knew, oh my God, they're home. You know?

Or seeing a flash of light when it happens, like, or feeling the entire space become lighter on my physical body. But because I've walked through these experiences, like my mom used to lead ghost tours at like a place that was totally haunted, a theater like super, super, super haunted. She knew all the history.

She could see the spirits who wanted to stay in that plane. Like she's had so many experiences there that she would have intuitives and mediums come who would get it freaking wrong, like super wrong. And the spirits would be like, that's not my name. That never happened. That's not real, right? Because my mom can see and hear and feel them.

And so she would go and basically test them to see are they frauds? Like are they someone you can listen to? And part of me has always internalized that because it's like if I say something wrong, I'm a fraud. That means I'm not gifted. Right? Even though those people could be tuning into something else that maybe isn't even in this space, it doesn't matter, whatever.

Maybe it's distorted all that stuff. But I realize like. The key to everything is being willing to be playful. It's in your willingness to just imagine and be wrong and fail, and. You keep trying because you like refining, because you like turning the dial and experiencing more clarity because when you are failing, quote unquote, and you are being wrong, you are actually learning.

Very important. You're very important information, critical data about how your intuition works, right? Like when I saw that image of the man with the hands. I was, I wasn't fully wrong, but I wasn't right. You know, because I jumped the gun where if I would've let it bloom, I could have gotten it more clearly.

And then I was like, oh my God, that's data. I realize that now, right? Like, it's okay to be wrong. When you deliver in a way that's like, this is what I'm picking up on, and if it doesn't resonate, I totally get it. You know? And I think I've had this fear of like, if I were to say that I'm psychic, which is a loaded word in my family for obvious reasons, like you could be a fraud.

If I say that I'm psychic, that opens me up to what if I'm not as gifted? And if I'm not as gifted, what am I doing working with people? And maybe I shouldn't even try. Maybe I shouldn't even pursue this because da da da da da. Like we live in the stories we tell ourselves. So why not shift it and be like, this is an adventure I'm going to try and if I fail, I'm going to take that wisdom and I'm gonna integrate it into my being and I'm gonna make something magical from this moment.

So. Thank you for being with me. Thank you for being who you are. You could be doing anything else, but you are listening to me and learning about my experiences, and hopefully you are gathering things that can help you on your own journey. That means the world to me. I can't even tell you, especially when you reflect it back to me, like people are leaving me comments in between realms about things that are moving them or makes them think differently, or on my tiktoks, on my Instagram, people message me, people email me about something I said on my podcast.

You have no idea how much it means to me because I've been doing this for eight years, eight freaking years, you know, of just like working on becoming more of who I am and trusting my expression will meet who it's meant to. And you are here listening to me, and I love you. I love you so much. Thank you for being with me, and I hope you have a wonderful magical day.