Clarity in the static

The world is loud right now.

Collective fear, spiritual curiosity, bold claims, big teachers ... and bigger narratives. And somewhere inside all of it, you’re left wondering what’s actually true — and what’s projection.

This episode started with brain fog and a remote viewing class. 😎

It turned into a deeper conversation about perception, imagination, intuition, protection, hierarchy, and the subtle skill that keeps you steady in mystical terrain.

Sovereignty.

Because in a noisy world, your sovereignty is the filter that keeps you clear. Clear without closing, open without becoming porous, and curious without outsourcing your power.

We talk about discernment, energetic hygiene, higher self as conduit, the dark night of the soul, and the hidden gift inside getting it “wrong.”

If you’re navigating your own awakening, and want to stay sovereign while you do, this episode will meet you there. :)

What you'll receive inside this episode:

• Why soft focus works better than mental force.
• What brain fog might be asking of you.
• An experiment that reveals how your perception actually works — and why that matters more than you think.
• A subtle but powerful skill that strengthens spiritual discernment without collapsing your openness.
• Relief if you’ve ever felt “off,” inconsistent, or unsure whether you can trust what you’re sensing.
• A grounded framework for connecting with higher guidance while staying rooted in sovereignty.
• A perspective shift around fear, religious conditioning, and energetic boundaries that may soften something old.
• Language to help you feel the difference between imagination, intuition, and projection. (Examples include the Remote Viewing training I took, a question focused on the fear of accidentally connecting to "dark" beings, and how to safely connect with galactic beings.)
• A reminder that being wrong doesn’t diminish your power, it refines it.
• A deeper understanding of how collective emotion moves through fields … and how not to feed what drains you.
• A way to think about protection that feels empowering rather than paranoid.
• Encouragement to trust your heart as a stabilizing force in chaotic times.
• And a message about darkness and light that may land exactly where you need it.

Transcript

Ashley Mondor:

 Hello, hello! Before we even begin today, I'm just gonna say that we are in the shadow phase of Mercury retrograde and you know, so many people were talking about the year of the horse or the fire horse. I was gonna say the burning horse. The year of the fire horse and having bold momentum and inspiration and courage and clarity and going after it and all those things.

And when we turned on February 17th to that day, and it was also like an eclipse or something like that? Yeah, it was an eclipse. And now we're in the shadow phase of. Mercury retrograde. I'm over here. Like I can barely string together. Thoughts. I was hesitant of even creating a podcast episode because I am navigating one of the thickest bouts of brain fog.

I, I almost said brainwave. Do you understand what is happening here? My brain is like a. A jumbly soup and I can barely access what's in the soup, let alone a coherent thought in a sentence. So I wasn't gonna record this today, but I also am like, you know, I know I'm not the only one navigating this soup thought moment.

Uh, so if you're in it, we're in it together. And it's also honoring your humanity, right? Like we're not clear all the time. We could be upgrading certain things. We could just be really wading through the densest of energy. Oh. We're in this together. Okay. There are a number of things I wanted to talk about today, but, so first I wanna start with remote viewing.

I have been curious about remote viewing, but it wasn't until I came across Dr. David Clements, who I love. I have talked about him many times. I love him. I love his heart. I love him because he consistently, actively, always. Talks about, teaches and reminds you that no one is above you, that we are all equal in power.

That just because he can do something doesn't make him above you. You know? And I just really appreciate that because that's what I fundamentally believe in my core being. We are all in this journey together. And sure there are people who are gonna have expertise on certain things or certain wisdom or lived experiences or you know, academics, all these things.

And it doesn't make them better than you. It doesn't make them have an authority over you. It's that we can sample each other, we can learn from each other. We walk together. So that's why I really appreciate him and his teachings. But the reason why I was curious and fascinated about remote viewing is because he had this.

Um, experience where he learned how to remote view and I don't know what program, he's never mentioned the program. He's always talked about how he went through this one program for remote viewing and then he also went through a channeling, uh, program through a person I've never heard of, but that's how he started connecting with his guides.

But if we were to go back to his remote viewing experience, part of the process is you are given coordinates and you're not told anything else, and you are meant to. Tune in, and so you tune in and when he went through that, he all, like, he heard crackling all around him. It was extremely hot, and he was like, what is this?

He was sweating and things like that, and he's like, what? I'm in my home. When he came out, he found out that the coordinates had put him directly into a volcano. And that was so real for him that it was basically like a cracking of his structure of reality. And so he then started this journey of, well, if that's what was possible of me just consciously tuning in, like what else can happen?

And when he talked about that, I was like, listen, I need to do this. I need to figure out how to do this because what, what if I could go into the ocean? What if I can go to Avalon? What if I can go to, um, other places we're not supposed to talk about like a gartha and tarter and things like that. Although they probably have remote viewers and things said in place, but still, you know what, if I can go to Saturn?

Yeah, let's do it. So, um, the Monroe Institute had a program like in a very basic intro. A class for three hours and I took it and it was like $79 or something. And so I'm like, listen, if I can get the bare basics, like, let's see if this is even something I jam with. Ho ho. Oh, okay. It was really interesting.

So, uh, their process, I took notes because I thought it would be fun, obviously. Why do we do anything for fun? Duh. So remote viewing, um, is basically where you get. Actually for their process because the CIA has remote viewers and governments across the world have remote viewers because they can access places that you are not supposed to or you, stuff like that.

Intelligences, um, military bases, things like that. So I. Learned that what they do is they give them coordinates and they go in and then they can draw what they see or relay messages, things like that. So this process, what I learned, how they teach it, like if you were to go to a actual longer class, like a week long class or something that the Monroe Institute offers, they teach you three different roles.

And so one role is the person who gets the coordinates or. The picture or whatever, it puts it in an envelope. And then you have the second person who's basically kind of like a sitter, although I don't know if that's what, I don't remember what they call it. Again, my brain fog that I'm rocking is just like mashed potatoes right now.

So, um, that person takes the envelope and, um. Knows what, what it is that the person who is going to be remote viewing is going to be tuning into. So then they sit with the remote viewer and the remote viewer goes typically through like some sort of meditation process. The Monroe Institute for the class that I was in, they gave you two meditations that we're around 15 minutes each, and it was like an opening where you hear, I think, um.

Robert Monroe actually speak part of this meditation slash slightly hypnotic language and then they use their bin beat? Or is it that there's, they have Hemi sync frequencies which basically sync up both of your brain hemispheres, which is why they have Hemi in that. I feel like you already knew that. I don't even know why I'm speaking to it.

It's fine. We're all friends here. Okay, so. Um, you listen to that and then you have what they call a target, and the target is usually for the person who's sitting with the remote viewer, the coordinates, right? And so the remote viewer doesn't necessarily know the coordinates. Um, although they could know them, but they call it a target, at least for this class that we're in, because the target that we were given was a picture.

And so they had five pictures and we were gonna practice by tuning into two different pictures. So the first picture that we tuned into, we went through the actual meditation process, and then the teacher picked on someone and said, Hey, pick a number between one through five and whatever that is will be our target.

And so they picked, I think target number five. And she was like, great, amazing. So then she gave us time to go away. And meditate and listen to that heavy sink music and then come back and we just basically write down or draw exactly what we see or hear or perceive. And it was actually really illuminating.

So they, one of the core teachings they drove home that I really appreciated, and I actually have learned a lot about this through my mentor Johanna, for animal communication, is releasing the need to be correct. Um. You know, even like these really high level people who work for the government, they're not always correct.

And she kept driving that home and I was like, okay, softening our guard a little bit. And she said one thing that I just really appreciated. She said, being wrong takes nothing away from you. Mm. So then she flipped it. And when you're sitting there and you are the remote viewer, the person who has the coordinates and who know, or who knows what the picture is, they would say things like, what about that blank feels right to you?

So if you were to see a shape or a squiggle or a triangle or a blade of grass or a sky or something like what about that feels right to you? And they also talked about how um, your brain is going to access or maybe have. Information float through in like a, in a picture or something. And what they talked about is you could get the picture, but actually your work is to actively deconstruct it.

And so say you got a picture of a house, right? And it's like, well, what about that house feels right to you? Is it the shape of the house? Is it the wood that you see? Is it the color? So they invite you to break down the full picture bit by bit. And then to basically like allow your senses to start picking up on the information that you are perceiving.

So what is it about the wood? Is there a taste to it? Which is weird to say out loud. Um, is there a taste to it? Is there a texture that you're feeling? Um, is there a sense of heaviness? Right? Um, if there is a door handle, what type of metal? Does it feel cool? Does it feel hot? Like what is that in deconstructing it?

What's the shape of it? So they said that don't just limit your focus to what you are visually picking up on. Like really allow your senses to expand in it. And another thing that they, a part of this process that I thought was so interesting is, so say you have the target and. Again, you as the remote viewer don't really know what it is.

What happens is, is you listen to the meditation if you do, or you just ground and center yourself, and they said that what you do is you use a soft focus in one spot, so you keep your eyes open, but they're kind of like soft and it's almost like daydreaming. And so. As you are in this coherent state and you have your focus that's like pretty soft, um, with your eyes open, which is new for me.

'cause usually when I'm working in like halo healings and working with angelic reiki, my eyes are closed because it's easier for me to access information. Or to see colors or whatever, because I don't have visual stimuli coming in. But if you are, like, that could be something to play with for you in your own practice.

You know, like if, if you're like, I'm just gonna keep my eyes just a little bit open and just see what happens. Right. Um, so you get your impressions and then they talked about like, all of your impressions, just make them separate. So like, and I'll explain this in more detail in a second. Um, let's see. Oh, the first one was target two, sorry.

Okay, so again, we were invited to go through that meditate or whatever, and so you meditate, soft focus. And I got, we got Target two. So it was like, okay, target two, tell me what's happening. Like, tell me what I'm picking up on. Send me information. And um, they said like, describe what you're seeing. Describe what your senses are picking up.

So for me, I immediately got like my, my right eye twitch. I don't know why. And then I saw a flash of red that moved across my eyelids, like behind my eyelids. And then, um. What is that? Oh, I felt energy in my crown, which is interesting. And then I saw, and this is so weird, and this feels vulnerable to share, but being wrong takes nothing away from me.

I saw a teddy bear, a brown teddy bear with a red bow. Like a little fancy bow at its neck. And I'm like, well, that's weird. Uh, but okay. And so I wrote all that down. I drew the bear and then I saw a half moon shape. I saw, um, squiggle lines, uh, and I thought like, are these squiggle lines hot? Like, what is that?

And then I saw, uh, a noodle like loop. So what I drew that I drew a noodle on my paper. Because this is good work. And then I saw a sunset and I saw a beach and I saw sand and, but mainly like water. And I was like, okay. Um, and so part of the process is when you say, like for the beach picture that I saw, you would ask yourself like, why am I getting that or Tell me more target to.

So really you're just letting yourself almost like sharpen your aperture. Of your focus so that you can pick up on more nuance or detail. And what was so interesting is that when they showed us, first off, I was like, I feel like the silliest goose right now. Like what a teddy bear and a loop, a noodle.

What are we doing water? How does any of this fit together? So then when they showed us the target picture, it's actually really interesting because. What, so let me explain the target picture. Uh, there is a waterscape with a waterfall and the water is blue and there is this lush greenery to the side of it.

Like this is clearly someone's landscape and there is a noodle looking slide water slide that goes through red and brown rock formations and. I sat back and I was like. Oh my God. That's why they say, to deconstruct it bit by bit, because I got the brown, I got the red, I got the noodle like loop or whatever it was.

I got the water feature. Um, but you know, like a teddy bear wasn't in this picture. And, um, the half moon, like not in the picture unless you were to look at part of the slide, right. Um, the sunset. There's no sunset, but again, there is water. And so it's just interesting because you can see why it's so important to, uh, get more granular.

Because if I just, at the Jules line, I see a brown teddy bear with a red bow. Lemme tell you what, that's gotta be something right? And you're like, oh no. Oh. So that was cool. And then we got one more target. And so I wanted to tell you, oh, so fun. This is gonna be, it's again, we're all friends here. Okay?

Nothing can be taken away from me. Great. So we got target number four. So this time she wanted us to do it where we didn't meditate and we just jumped in and I was like, uh, wobbly ground here. Okay. So I am like, okay, target four, tell me what's up. Tell me what's shaken. And so. My throat started to get like really scratchy, which was weird.

And then I saw in my mind's eye like a circle, a metal, a clock, a pocket watch time. And I'm like, this is weird. And then I saw like a blade shape almost, and I saw green and I said, shovel question mark, because I saw some sort of tool. And then, um. I felt, um, energy in my left middle finger, which was weird.

And I don't know why I even wrote that down, but we're gonna write it down because that's what we're doing. We're learning. And then I saw, um, squiggle lines, which I couldn't understand why I was seeing squiggly bits. And then all of a sudden my brain was like, let's go for a joy ride. And so I saw Yellow Sun, and then I was like, sunflower.

And then I saw bright and I felt this like. Energy, not this energy, but like this color of citrus. And so I was like, beach question mark. And then, um, then I don't know why, but I saw a Galaxy Stars space cold, and that's a word I can't even read from my own handwriting, which is cool. And so, uh, they, she showed us target four.

And I, I was like, what? So it's a zoomed in picture, super zoomed in. Of a tiny little green shovel with little dots in it that are like for air to go through. And the shovel is, um, clearly on a beach on sand, and it has squiggle lines from it because someone drew using it, using these like little wave, you know, designs and it's just sitting there super zoomed in.

And so somehow I was like. Man. And so I was talking to Nikolai about this and I'm like, isn't it weird that I got like metal and clock and pocket watch and time? And he's like, yeah, but where do you go to lose time? You spend it at the beach, right? You spend it in joy. And I was like, okay. And then it's just so interesting that I saw a tool and it ended up being a, a shovel for building sandcastles.

And I saw the squiggle line so clearly and um, like you could say like sun or whatever, is beach bright. Right. And, um, you know, galaxy stars in space that could be sand, who knows? So it's interesting because on one hand I got the things right on the other. You can see how your, your brain would try to perceive information in like a really not fluid way, and how if you let it, it will go on these like little side quests and, and also your brain can say like, well, yeah, I mean Galaxy star space.

You could make a claim like, well, that kind of coincides with sand, right? But then on the flip side, it's like, well, your brain could make a story for anything, right? If we're grounded. You know what I'm saying? So I just thought that was really interesting and a fun experiment. And it was weird. And I learned like, okay, well maybe we could try the soft focus things, you know, and see how that goes.

So if you are curious about remote viewing, I'm just gonna move my paper right now. Um, if you're curious about remote viewing, uh. I highly recommend the Monroe Institute for that class. I think they have other options too. It was really fun. And it was really cool also because people, before they showed the pictures, they were like, okay, what are you getting?

Like what sensations? And some people were like, I saw squiggle lines. And I was like, oh, I saw this like green shovel tool, basically like, I don't know what that is, but it's really scary to put yourself out there in that way. Right? Where, and then I, there was one lady who was like. I saw a bonfire of women together singing in the Moonlight Nude and stuff, and, and then you're like, oh, it's a sand trouble.

And so the lady, she was like, oh, I feel so silly. Like, how could I get that so wrong? Like, oh my God, way off, blah, blah, blah. And the teacher was like, again. Even the best people in the government who have like incredible track records get it wrong. Sometimes you just have an off day and I felt like that was a message for the greater.

Like a greater message of you're not always gonna be on, and this is partially why I had so much shit around corporate America trying to treat you like a little robo. Any system that treats you like a robot, because you are gonna be tired some days, you're not gonna be clear, you're gonna have, you know, like a brain filled with melted butter.

And what are you gonna do? How, how are you gonna get through that the best you can And sometimes your best is just like, all right, we are nude to round bonfire and we are happy to be here together, you know? So I wanted to share that 'cause I thought it was cool. Um, oh, there also, ah, okay. I got a fan mail from Rebecca and I wanted to make sure I touched on this.

I'm just segueing into a brand new topic. Hello. Welcome. Well, I love you so much. Thank you for being with me. Uh, let me pull it up. Okay. First, Rebecca sent me a message from a previous episode I'm gonna touch on, but she said something here and I just wanna read it because there's something that I wanna have land.

Uh, she said, Ashley, wow. Again, I loved your latest. The part about calendars being a map was huge for me. I for sure didn't ex. Or I for sure don't experience time linearly, and I had no idea how insightful Wink. Mm. Bada bing. I love that. I felt a little famous for something when you mentioned my name. Like, oh my gosh, she knows my name.

Little old me. Haha. Like, duh, you know it, but you're like, you're being so silly. She said, haha. Like, duh. You know it, but you're like super famous in my. It's a privilege and an honor. I get to communicate with you. Famous is not the right word, but I'm sure you get the gist. I'm an artist. When I met my art hero and got to take an intensive week long workshop with her, I felt so lucky.

She was more of a big deal than a huge celebrity. So I was like, what? Me? I get to talk to her. That's when it felt like with you too, you're a big deal and I'm always. What, how am I so lucky? I hope that doesn't sound creepy. I'm just grateful and I'm enjoying learning from you of all the things I could be learning.

This is what I get to learn. What an absolute freaking privilege. Have a beautiful day. So first, Rebecca, your enthusiasm and your joy means the world to me. And I think what's important is that you, you are seeing light reflected in yourself. That's why you feel drawn to me is because there's something about me that you are remembering in yourself, and that's why it feels so excited and so.

I just wanted to say like not, not famous, not any type of big deal. We're all a big deal and you are a celebrity in your own right. We are all stars living in this incredible constellation, and it's an honor to have you here. It's an honor to have your brain and your heart here. It's an honor to hear how you look at things and what you're learning and what's moving you and what's making you feel alive.

You know, like you are so special, like. You are alive for a reason and it's an honor to know you. You know? So just keeping that in your heart. So next, um, she left this on previously on FE in February. On February 8th. I don't even know why I said that. See soup thoughts. Okay. Ah, serving hot. Okay. Uh, she said.

Wow. 50th episode was magic. Oh my God. Thank you so much. Uh, there are so many golden nuggets to digest. I particularly liked the part where you shared your process of how you feel gratitude. I had an experience at a meditation class where I learned for myself that I don't let good things sink into my body before I give them away or share them with other people.

This is exactly what I needed to hear. I feel like my body is so excited to feel the good, not just my brain knowing it's out there and in me. Almost everything you say you're working on for yourself are things I'm working on myself. I'm so grateful for your gentle, loving and guidance. I said that a little weird.

I'm so grateful for your gentle love and guidance. I have a question and this is why I wanna speak to this. First and foremost, thank you so much. Thank you for listening to me. You can be listening to anything and yet you're here with me. And that again, that means the whole world to me, that means more than the world.

That means the cosmos and beyond. Thank you so much. I love you. Um, also, I was the same way. I. I wouldn't let good things sink in because I loved sharing so generously. And then I learned that the best thing that I could do is integrate because when I integrate and I share, people feel that from me. They feel this, this sense of embodiment and it lands differently.

I, in the beginning of my career, I. Was so enamored with learning and sharing, learning and sharing, learning and sharing, but it was from an intellectual space, and so it landed differently in people. And I realized that when I integrate something, it also means that my perception, my perspective, and my lens can make that information that I learn mine and then it resonates differently with other people.

That's how I've like. My dad just messaged me. The women's team won in overtime. U-S-A-U-S-A-U-S-A. Ah, the Olympics. Okay, sorry. Ah, uh, when you integrate, you bring it into your energy field. And you change it, like your energy fundamentally changes it and it makes it something all your own. And when you integrate it, it also is being woven into your past experiences and the things that you've lived through and what you already believe to be true.

And I think that's where the magic is. Uh, like you can learn something intellectually and share it, and it will be valuable because you have decided that it's something valuable to share. But when you deepen it and you hold onto it for just a little bit and you let it be part of your system, it changes into something that's all your own, and I think that's really special.

Okay. You said, I have a question. When we are asking for help from spirit guides, angels, ancestors, is it possible that we are opening ourselves up to dark beings too? I feel resistance with that exercise. It might be past and present religious fear at play. I want to believe, but I'm so cautious. As well as curious.

I look forward and enjoy all your insightful podcasts. I'm so glad that you took a chance on yourself. Thank you, Rebecca. She also used these little emojis and I think they're so cute. It was like the heart, hands, sunflower, golden heart, and koala like, come on now. So fricking cute. Okay. Uh, okay. This is a good question.

When, how do I wanna frame this? Um mm. It's like, how do I wanna take this from soup thoughts to nourishment, you know? Okay. Let me first talk about Angel Reiki. So I had my final class with Neilam. On Tuesday, and it was really helpful, like really, really, really helpful because I had pertinent questions I needed to know.

And one of the things that our other classmate had talked about for her question, she was like, well, you know, I'm taking so much on for our clients. And what happened was this practitioner wasn't following the formula for this. Process. And part of the process I wanna share with you is that we call on Archangel Michael.

Um, Metatron, Gabriel, Uriel and Raphael, we call upon source energy. And, um, part of the process before we even start bringing your energy in is that I ask Archangel Michael to create a golden dome of protection around me, A golden dome of protection around. The client and a golden dome of protection around both of us.

And then, um, we bring in source energy. We bring in your higher self, we bring in your healing angels, and then, um, we connect you and ground you to the crystalline grid of new Earth. And then we connect you to the angelic kingdom of light and any beings of, um, the divine aspect of love to step forward for you.

And so, um. I say all of that because when you work with me, I have your highest intention and I am also grounding you and protecting you. I am also grounding and protecting myself and. So when we think about, when I'm looking to connect with spirit guides, I actually call them my team of light. So when I'm working with them, I'm like, Hey, team of light, or Hey, higher self source love light.

Um, like every night I ask my higher self, I say, Hey, and I say this out loud. I say Hi. Hi. Hey, it's you girl. You know me. Um. Hire self source love light, please place me in a cocoon and attune me to the frequencies, you know, that I need specifically for my journey right now. And so when I say my like higher self source love light, I feel like that instantly instantaneously connects me to me.

When I say, um, my team of light it, I am calling in my specific team. And because my intention is on me. I feel fabulous about that when I, and part of my team of light is that they're my spirit guides. They're my ancestors and they're my angels. And so I will literally say, Hey, um, my team of light, or, Hey, team of light.

And I just know because I have a core belief that I am unconditionally loved and unconditionally supported and protected, um, with light. That's my genuine belief. Even when I have navigated very scary things in the past, I knew, I knew to the core of my being no matter what, that I was the one who was empowered to change or make the changes.

So all of that to say, I totally hear you when you say like opening ourselves up to dark beings. I think also I've heard of. Many, many, many people who have struggled with sleep paralysis or have struggled because they've had, um, darker denser beings, fear-based beings who are, who come into their presence or they experience really scary things.

And I think one part is like for sleep paralysis, um, it could actually be an aspect of you. A shadow aspect of you that you are seeing. And I know that may not resonate with everyone and I understand why that wouldn't, uh, but so often, like, oh man, last year I may have shared this, but it's helpful 'cause it's, it's relevant.

I remember I was in meditation and instead of grounding and protecting myself, I felt like because I was already in meditation, I could just go directly into the Akashic records and. I bypassed my process and my boundaries and all of that stuff just, and it was such a slip. It was an unconscious slip that I never do, but I did it.

And I, I remember that night, I ha I heard and Nikolai heard and felt, we felt a, a hand, literally scratch at the foot of our bed, like draw claws down our bed. Um, there was knocking everywhere it was so, it was so. Oh, I felt immense heat, like through my body. I was sweating profusely. I was like, how is Nikolai even sleeping right now?

It's terrifying in here. And even then, even then, I still found my light, my power, remembering my power. And I knew that it's because, or that being was, hmm. Able to access me because not only did I bypass my, my own framework, but there was something in me unconsciously that was like, Hey, there's something shadowy here that you haven't healed from.

Maybe it's a belief that you like. You need protection. You need to prove that you actually can handle this. 'cause if you can handle the shadow, that must mean X, Y, Z. Right? So for one, it's like. I understand the fear because I have lived and experienced very scary things, especially when I was growing up with my mom and we would go do ghost hunts, although it's not a ghost hunt.

It was so that we could help homeowners or people who were having these like really scary experiences, you know, communicate with these beings or whomever so that they could go connect back with the light or if they could share a message or whatever that was. So not a ghost hunt, and not even to prove anything, but to support all parties involved.

And I remember there was just like really scary experiences where I had, um, my hair pulled. I've been pushed, I've been scratched. Um, I've heard scary things. You know, I've had radios and TVs turn on by themselves or turn channels by themselves. I've heard I've had, um, radios turn on. I've had things written on my mirror, stuff like that.

And. When you realize that at the core of who you are fundamentally is a fractal array of God and that you are loved no matter what and because you are loved and you choose love and you emanate love that beings who are quote unquote dark, who don't remember that they too are also creators. They don't want to be around you.

They, it's, they want to feed. Fear. They want to feed on your fear, your anxiety, your doubt, your worry. That's what they want. And so if you feel that, of course, and it's actually really interesting, Rebecca, thank you for this question. I came across a woman on TikTok who somehow she's had like so many galactic experiences and had this massive awakening and she caught.

On camera, she could actually tune into beings who were connecting to her thoughts and actually seeding thoughts. It was really interesting and they sounded almost like if you were to speak into your fan what that sounds like coming out. You know how your voice gets distorted. And they were talking about like, oh, she can hear us, and, but they were trying to plant these like anxious thoughts and so it kind of made me sit back and think like.

If that isn't so true, if, because I think things like anxiety and stuff like that. Granted, uh, we actually needed it for an evolutionary purpose, right? Because if you could feel into something and figure out, oh my God, is, could this kill me, probably wise to honor the anxiety, right? But now we live in a place where they always say, you're not being chased by lions and stuff like that.

You're sitting writing an email, you don't wanna write, you know, or you're trying to launch something that you created that you're terrified about, or whatever that is, and your body is equating it to certain death, but. I sat back and I was like, isn't it so interesting to hear these beings planting certain thoughts in her in order to try and create a certain energy so that they can harvest it so that they get energy from it?

And then I thought, when you really sit with that anxiety. Worry, doubt, scarcity. All of these things that we have been programmed with are not true to your innate core being. Your core being is love and expansion and joy and brilliance and compassion and forgiveness and things like that. And we have these other vibratory feeling thoughts that are not of pure unconditional love.

And so it's like, well. Isn't that interesting that she caught that? And it kind of makes me think, you know, like we just so many people, they're waking up now. They're becoming more aware and conscious, which is so exhilarating. But also how many people right now are really rooted in fear and worry and anxiety and anger, especially with what we're seeing in the US when we're like, okay.

You have the files, like you have those files with all those sick and twisted things, which I think is also partially psychological warfare. Um, trying to distract you, trying to put you in a place of helplessness. Um, when people are like, you have the files, where are the trials? Why are we not seeing arrests?

Why are we not seeing things happen? And I think that there's a lot of stuff happening underneath the surface. I know that where we're headed is, you know, I've talked about this is so beyond incredible, and certain things have to fall and certain things have to be illuminated in order for us to change.

And so people right now are just consuming and losing so much energy because they're pouring it into something that is making them feel even worse, even more powerless. Don't you think that's built on design? Wouldn't that make so much sense? And to tie back to your thing, Rebecca, your question when you said, I feel resistance with this exercise, it might be passed in pgi, PJ prejudice, it might be passed in present religious fear at play.

Religion is so fascinating because it's, it's control, it's manipulation, it's distortion. What an incredible way to have people truly. Looking for external validation and external safety. Like even the thought of you could sin and go to quote unquote hell, that your creator would be so quick to say, yeah, it's actually gonna be, um, infinity for you to be in the depths of the worst places that you could fear that's so pain and suffering and grief and every single day or whatever for your immortal life, and people believe it.

They make choices from that place and they, they create these cult mindsets where it's like, if you are not part of this, you're cast aside. And even the apocalypse and things of saying like, if you aren't holy and good, and if you don't do these things specifically, like you're not going to heaven, sorry, like, have a nice time in the pits of hell.

And you're like, what are you talking about? So religion is gonna be one of the first ones, I think to fall because people are waking up to their own sovereignty and knowing that when they're living from their joy, the beings who want, who like crave your energy, they don't want joy. They're like it, what is that?

Gross? What? They want your fear. They want your doubt. They want your anxiety. They want you to be in loops where you feel powerless because that's delicious. Where when you're in joy and compassion and forgiveness and grace and you're lit up and you're playful and you're like a child, you know, like I think that's one of the other things that we're going to be learning about.

Why would you target children? Anyone who is a parent, I feel, 'cause I am not a parent, but I have held newborn babies. You look at them and you're like, I see the light of God in you. I, there is something so vivid when you look into their eyes and it is pure, unconditional love, and you're like, I am in the presence of source of the all that is right now.

So. What happens then? Why wouldn't certain beings want to be able to strip that light to be able to take it or to distort it before they would ever be able to really unleash that, that magic. Right? Why? Why? And so part of it too, I, um. Uh, Nikolai was watching Star Fleet Academy and I don't really watch those shows partially because I just don't really watch TV anymore.

I don't, I have like no desire. Um, but he was watching it and I don't remember who the lead teacher is or the commander or whatever, but she said, children are our ambassadors to now. And I was like, oh, that is so true because now is all you have. Now is your present moment. Now is where you are fully and when they are.

When they are fully in the moment, what? They're lit up, they're curious, they're joyful, they're playful. They're expansive. They're having fun. You know, they're inclusive. They wanna play. They wanna create, they wanna sing, they wanna dance. They wanna do all the things that we want them to do because it's like the thrill of being alive.

You remember who you are when you're in the presence of children because they don't judge you because they're just happy to have your presence there because they love being seen and witnessed. You know, like if you have kids who are like, I fricking drew this, and you're like, God, that is amazing. Put it on the fridge.

Like, let me show people. You know? Or like when people share pictures of their babies or their family, they're like, look at, I made this. And you're like, my God, you did that. So cool. You know? So I took us on a little tangent. Rangie. That's a tangent. I don't know what ran is. Oh, but I said it. Okay. I took us on a journey, all that to say.

Your source, and if it makes you feel better, you can say, um, I connect with the divine aspect of I connect to unconditional love. Um, one of the things that I say is I ask for. I ask to connect with benevolent beings who are unconditionally loving because benevolent feels really good to my body For you.

If you need a process that makes you feel really good and feel really clear, I, I can't tell you what that is 'cause it's your own. And, and I also know that like your intention is everything. So if you have this. Fear and you need a framework. It's like, okay, uh, I ask my higher self source love light to support me in X, Y, and Z, or, Hey, my team of light, please support me from, for my highest good, for the highest intention of my healing, for the most unconditionally loving path.

Things like that, so that you can set basically. That foundation and say this and move from there and through time as you continue this process, as you continue opening up to yourself, as you continue remembering who you are and how you are innately powerful, just simply because you exist, because you are an aspect of divine love, of infinite, immortal, creator energy, you will start.

Realizing that you don't need all of the frameworks, just like your intention alone is key because you trust yourself to be able to, um, I wanna say oscillate, but you trust your energy to be magnetic to specifically what it is that you are wishing to call in. So use words like unconditionally loving benevolence.

Right? Um, the divine aspect is really beautiful. I wanted to see as part of my process, oh yeah, like if we were to, so I have my opening and grounding framework, which I will be teaching people. It's a little bit. Different from the angelic reiki. I have a little more protocol in there. Um, I'm also thinking of doing teaching, I think in the spring, but I have, I have a lot of work to do around it, specifically around like the practitioner manual and my own teaching manual and stuff like that.

It's just a lot of work, but, um, part of the thing that I added as part of my process, I say, I'll just give it to you in the beginning. You place one hand on your heart and one hand on your lower belly, and you just let your breath slow. Just naturally. Just breathe in a little bit deeper and a little bit slower.

Hmm. And I say, this is part of my process. I open this space in service of love, truth in the highest good. I invite only what is aligned with unconditional love to be present here. And then I say something like, I set the intention to give blank, which is the client's name, the highest frequency of healing love in light.

And then I call in the archangels and I ask for the Golden Dome of protection and all of that stuff. Um. Then I say right before I call in any ascended masters, I now rest in presence and allow this session to unfold according to divine intelligence. And client's names highest good. And I say, you are seen, you are safe, you are loved in their name.

And then if I were to call in an ascended master or galactic heal, it's pretty much the same. But it's like I call in the ascended master or galactic healer who wishes to step forward for the highest intention for healing for a client's name. Or you can say, I call in the divine love aspect of blank. Um, for galactic healers.

I don't know. Should I be teaching you this? Yes. Okay. Um, for galactic healers, it's like I set the intention of the highest galactic. I set the intention of the highest galactic healers of 100% divine love and light to step forward and join the healing. And so there's more process to that for the people who are going to be learning from me.

Um, but you'll get that script that you can work with. There was a piece I wanted to talk about. Sorry, I just wanna check this one thing. Come back to me.

Hmm.

Divine love in light. I lost it. That's okay. Uh. Yeah. Dang it. I lost it. A little noodle bot moment. Okay. So that's something you can work with. If you wanna say like, I set the intention of the, you know, highest blank of 100% divine love and light to step forward to join my healing. Now you can do that. Uh, something that I heard actually Dr.

David Clements share this week because he does a monthly q and a series for his community, his community members, which I love by the way, when I led a community named Devotion, which is all around like awakening your heart and things. I, my favorite part was when people would ask me questions because questions activate my brilliance.

Instead of me trying to like comb through the field to figure out what to do or say. When they asked me, I was like, man, so Rebecca, your question is giving me life. And I was listening to Dr. David Clements and someone asked like, well, you know, I meditate. I do these things and I wanna connect to galactic beings, but like you said, I'm scared of what I'm, who or what I'm gonna call in.

And what he shared, I loved, he said. Ask out loud for your higher self to be the conduit of any and all beings or vibrations or energies, to be the one to determine who or what is, is ready to connect with you based on where you are in your journey. So you can ask your higher self, be like, Hey. Um, I'm ready to open up to connect with galactic beings who wanna share their wisdom with me.

Hire self, please act as a conduit in order to determine what I am ready to experience and who should be in my energy field. And so he said ever since for his entire, like, time since he started this process of connecting with Arcturians and Ians and other in Syrians and, and the Elohim, um. He asked his higher self to coordinate that.

And your higher self knows all. It knows exactly specifically what you are meant to experience. It knows what you can't handle. And so, and he said like this entire time, he has never met a being never that was not of unconditional love. He also shared that. Um, every single time when he has met a new group or being, he always shares feel into their energy and beings of unconditional love who are truly, genuinely supporting your evolution or the evolution of humanity.

They say, feel into us first. Feel into what we are offering. Do we feel loving to you? Do you feel sovereign? Do you feel supported? Do you feel like maybe. Is there a distortion? Like it's up to you to feel into that. And I think that goes to a deeper level of discernment. There are many people right now who are waking up, who are absolutely unequivocally so hungry and craving information.

And because I've been on this path for, since I was eight, like seven or eight because I've been walking this path, it's been a series of trial and error of learning discernment. And learning to figure out, you know, do I align with this energy, do I not? I remember vividly and it's just so interesting, but like, um, what's his name?

Deepak Chopra. I never liked him and I couldn't understand why, because I liked these other authors. I liked what they were talking about, but there was something specifically about his energy, just a little bit that felt really off to me. I even actually. A friend recommended one of his books, um, because it was all around like healing yourself and stuff.

And I was like, oh, that's really interesting. From like a neuroscience perspective and, and the stuff that they were figuring out. I couldn't open the book. I bought the book, but I was so repulsed by it. And I'm like, what is this? So I, I never did I actually put it in one of those like free libraries. And then now we see that he's in the files and the disgusting things that he had to say about human beings specifically.

You know, little girls and how, you know, he said God is a construct and it's like, that's just so interesting. Uh, someone who is regarded as a spiritual teacher who you would think you know, would be. A little bit more aware or integrity actually is the word. But actually what it is, is another lesson for all of us to not put people on pedestals because people fall, and I mean even these higher level, higher level, but like higher frequency beings, they're not meant to be bomb pedestals either.

Yeshua was never meant to be on a pedestal. He said, you know, like I am the way, you are. Also the way, he did not want followers. He wanted. He wanted leaders to walk with him because we're all equal, you know? So when Dr. David Clemens was talking about feeling to their energy, they will never say anything to you that isn't of like your high support.

They trust and see your sovereignty. And the reason why I know that is because a sovereign being wants other people to remember their sovereignty. Full stop. They don't want you to believe anything other than in your power, because that's the puzzle we're making. That's how you actually fit into the grand tapestry of all that is, is your unique puzzle piece, and you remember that by being sovereign and owning your power, no one who is sovereign wants your power because they know that the world is better because you exist.

And I just, I really loved that and I thought that was important. So Rebecca, you opened up a whole thing for me today simply by asking that question. And I really appreciate it. It helped me like weave together magical things that I hope is helpful. Uh, okay. One more thing before I close this out. I saw, uh, another being who, you know, probably, unless you're new here.

Hi. Welcome. Thank you so much. Hmm. Is Bahar. And one of the things that Bahar talks about, and he has said this his entire career, is like, don't just take what I say is truth. You know, feel into what resonates with you and work with it and play with it. And like even Darrel Anka, who channels Bahar, he's like, the reason why I've stand so fully behind what Bahar teaches is because I live the teachings.

My life has fundamentally changed because I followed the formula for becoming your true self. Right? And that formula is. Follow your curiosity, your passion, your joy, right to the best of your ability, and take it as far as you can, you know, without any insistence or assumption on it needing to become any type of thing, other than just enjoying the journey and knowing that you'll have.

Basically red and green light synchronicities. And you know, if something doesn't pan out all the way that you think that you want it, it's because you were assuming an outcome that you thought you want. But it may not have been your highest good. It may have only meant to lead you to a certain place so that you could go to a certain place that's more aligned or more connected or more abundant or all those things.

Um, and. I think not this transmission. The one in January, he, he very rarely channels other beings. It's usually Bahar. But I've seen him once bring through basically like an Sani leader, kind of like for a government, but they didn't call it that. And he was saying like, they're not. It's not like a government.

It's like these beings are put into these places because they have the collective of all's best interest and they have like an expertise about this thing that they can bring because it would benefit the whole. And I think that's where we're headed personally. It's gonna be amazing. Um, and then he also channels this future man, like a 300 year version of, of Darrell.

But her name I think is Willow and she has this like almost Irish accent. And her whole thing is about living with nature and connecting with nature and all of that stuff. Which I mean makes sense 'cause we are literally nature. But he had a being called the the Oracle step forward and I was like, tell me what is happening.

And so they said basically three times, they were like, I. You are going to be told this message three times and you do not need to make anything of it. You don't need to distort it. You don't need to give it meaning trust that this is the message and you are the one who is empowered to take it for what it will be or take it for what it is.

Basically, you're the one who makes meaning again, like you are the powerful one. You're the powerful, you're the powerful one. So I took a screenshot of it 'cause I thought it was really interesting and so they said this message three times. Um, but I'm gonna read it once. The dark night of the soul calls forth the light within.

Once the light of truth comes forth, the blind shall see again. And I just wanted to leave that there for you because we are in a state of darkness and transition. Are we in the cocoon of the metamorphosis phase? Right? I mean, even if we're in the metamorphosis, I learned this about butterflies. They have imaginal cells and those cells were placed in them when they were literally born, and those cells knew that they would become antenna and legs and wings.

And I think that that's the process we're going through right now. And I think, you know, someone had asked like, how much darker does it have to get until we. We see the light, and I think people are seeing it in their own time, but I just, I was so curious about that because we see our brothers and sisters who are also just taking distortions as truth.

And you know, for a lot of people it's like, how can you even, how can you go to bat for these people? How can you stand behind people who believe in hate and separation and judgment and you know, like to easily write off a life, like, how can you think that way? And I feel like that message was for us to trust that not only are people waking up to their own light, but more light is coming onto the planet.

I mean, even from the solar flares and things like that, but. Every time you choose love and compassion and you don't get sucked into the darkness and you don't let the anxious or worry or doubtful thoughts lead your life, you are an anchor point of light. And truly like when you are, when you are living in your heart, I'm telling you that is how you can make the most profound change because your heart.

You know, actually radiates so much further from your body than your mind. And when you trust that and you trust your energy and you allow people to rise and calibrate to that, and even if they don't, there's no judgment. We're all on our, we're all on our very own journey. That's the gift of being sovereign and having free will just trust.

Okay. Again, like many of you have gone through a dark night of the soul, right? And how did you get through that? You somehow did. So you somehow got through some of the darkest, densest, heaviest, most painful things, whether it was loss or grief or betrayal or just rejection or any of these things. And you come out on the other side and you see things differently and you like, I fundamentally believe this, when your heart is shattered and broken and you piece it back together, it's threaded in in waves.

Of light and your heart may have been broken, but it's held together because you have wisdom, because you can share love, because you can see someone else's perspective and have compassion for it because you have lived that life. So trust in your heart, trust in who you are, and I love you so much, and I hope you have a wonderful, magical, fabulous, incredible day and I'll talk to you soon.